Cindy's lil space

Miss you

2012-02-13T03:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I have my great outing with old classmates.

It's a farewell for Ee Siang <3

Although our gathering is just four hours and home,

but we appreciate the time.

We're just like S5H again :D

Quacky . Blogger . Yun Min

After Queensbay, I really missing EeSiang Lin TT

Please take care of yourself at Taiwan, love you love you. *hug hug

And my dearest mom cannot stand of my fringe.

She brought me to cut it short.

Hao ke ai de wo.

Going wedding dinner and what my mom feel proud of me is,

my relatives all praise me pretty. HOHOHOHOHO (mang hiao)

But all my student said, teacher you're not pretty with this.

You should cut back like last time.. -.-

xoxo

Holiday Ends

2012-02-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

Holiday ended, and i just realized tomorrow got to work.

I want to sleep late late again :'(

* Brain ah brain, why you love to think so much?

*Heart ah heart, why you love to get hurt? :'(

xoxo

imy

2012-02-06T00:47:00.000-08:00

It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

xoxo

Bloody Day

2012-02-02T03:47:00.000-08:00

TADDAAA! Went to work early in the morning, checking some book.

Emme's mom gave me angpau, hohoho, paisei sangat leh x)

Poor breakfast i had ;(

Anywayy... Morning class is good. But Noon class is really slow, because of my DOT DOT DOT student, Dennis really make me headache. Haiihhh.. Why god put such student in my life? :s He's cute really, but.. when teaching him with class, he really bringing me a lot of problem. Thank god, I didn't feeling want to give up him, still teaching with patient and asked my other student tolerate with him. What a challenge student ;) Oh my big man! Please give the the strength i needed, pleaseeeee.. I afraid of someday i will killing /_\

Hi hi Spongebob the square pants! :D

" I want to stay focuses on God. Until the right man comes along, I refuse to feed romance expectations and let my heart get carried away. "

xoxo

Oh yes FEBRUARY

2012-02-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

Wake up early in the morning as usual, get my breakfast and went to work. Teaches two classes today, and everything was going smooth. I don't really know why, student is very good and did what i told. Put much effort on teaching and wish that they really understand those lesson i teaches..

I feeling weird because it's February, why my boss haven't take my account number to bank in my salary? But today, Jason called me again at the time, gave me my salary, cash-in-hand. WOW, i was shocked and sign my signature than left. Now money is on my hand, i don't know how to use it TT And what for i create CIMB Bank account leh?

My very first salary :D

Didn't over RM1000, but at least it's very precious.

A weird photo with nice edit :P

I miss you, haihh.

Stop crossing over my mind with your old images.

You're not you , anymore :'(

xoxo

Goodbye 2012 January

2012-01-31T05:04:00.000-08:00

Yes, today is the last day of January. This month i always feeling appreciating with what I have. Work for the first month and got a angpau from boss yet one week CNY holiday for me to enjoy and relax. So far, I spend my time in the cinema, no doubt, I love to watch movie so much, it'll be better with loves one ;) Some more, end of the month, i'm going to get my very very first salary :D Imma going to spend it wisely and share it with everyone i loves :) Finally, I earn myself some pocket money. Hohohoho, i am a grown lady. An independent young lady, proud of myself so much <3

Another awesome sickness day with BFF :)

Spot my red shoes, damn i love it so much.

Goodbye January.

Oh shit, February is coming, Valentine's Day is near.

HAIHHHHH :(

xoxo

Goodbye, romance.

2012-01-25T02:56:00.001-08:00

" The next time i fall in love I want to fall for someone who will make me feel that loving him is the greater decision i ever made and not just another mistake. "

Got no more confidence on BGR, honestly.

I can't stand with the pains i went through, no words can describe how painful is it.

So, it's time,

to say GOODBYE to ROMANCE.

Enjoy your life first while you're still single ;)

xoxo

Happy Chinese New Year :D

2012-01-24T01:01:00.000-08:00

It's new year new year!

New clothes new shoes new feeling ;)

And of cause! NEW LIFE :D

Like i said, every single morning it's a new day .

Let's start it with joy, enjoy this reunion and joyful season!

Satisfied with my new year look, just awesome.

Walk with confident and believe that you're pretty ;)

Lastly, Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

May god bless you and your family throughout this dragon year.

xoxo

感受到你的感受了

2012-01-17T04:21:00.000-08:00

我又把我所放上来的给收回.

每当那一晚写时, 另一天醒来后就会很后悔.

我不知道为什么,或许每一天早晨都是新的开始.

我不断告诉别人把事情简单化一点,那么为何自己简单化了事情,还是那么不行?

眼睁睁看着自己最爱的两位姐妹在为着自己感情而烦恼.

烦恼别人离开吗? 不, 而是烦恼如何摆脱前男友.

看见她们真的是很决心说不要, 那是因为年份累计所受到的伤害, 而一次过狠心.

我, 其实都一直支持她们如此那么行.

反而, 心里会问会自己, 她们的狠心会给了她们的前男友的痛,是我能了解的.

顿时,

我了解为何我的姐妹选择这个残忍的选择,

但,

我可以了解他们不停要解释和挽留的举动.

我顿时, 也傻笑.

" 傻瓜, 你那么了解情况又那么了解感受, 你要站那一边呢?"

我, 终于明白你的选择, 摆脱了,自由了.

真的很爽快, 真的很快乐.

比起以前, 活得更快乐.

更肯定的说, 你不会想念, 也不会回头.

不想再回到那痛苦的日子了.

我再也不想问起你对此事有什么感受了.

因为, 我感受得到了.

虽然遇见仍然会有刺痛的感觉, 会很想跑向前挎几巴掌.

但是, 我依然要你比我更幸福.

这一次, 是最后一次, 提起过去了.

这一次, 不许失败了.

When the roses isn't red, the sky isn't blue, things changed and people changed.

Praise the LORD, because our god NEVER change ;)

Happy Weekend

2012-01-15T06:16:00.000-08:00

HELLO to everyone who visiting my blog, HAPPY WEEKEND! :D

Awh, I'm going update my weekend life again.

Sounds like kinda SS, but, wa syok ;)

SATURDAY

Morning went to work and teached Dennis, which make me laugh like mad. Seriously, he's too funny to laugh out loud at :D After work, went to Prangin Mall and First Avenue to have a shopping with Khoo Wei Ying. Ahaha, we almost spend our time at ISOS. Because trying ALOT of shirts. But i just bought one, she bought two *hehehehehe

She bought the shirt i wearing, i want to buy the dress she wearing.

TOO BAD! Don't know which part of my body fat, and appear alot of holes -.-

Pocket dots vs Pyjamas

America!!

Damn, she can;t stop laughing again and leave the screen.

Yet, i looked FIERCE.

What a creepy picture :D

Take #1

Take #2

Take #3

Heart you always <3

After done our shopping we quickly rushed back home, because we both got company dinner at Tanjung Tokong. And so damn we are too lovely, both of our company going to the same place, XUAN XIN. So meet her up again and took some photo.

Take #1

Why your face so red?

Take#2

Love you sweetheart <3

Talked ghost stories with all those teachers, they wasn't a teacher anymore at outside, so damn crazy. Keep burst into laughter. After done our steamboat we going to RED. My very first time to pub. Damn, i hate being there, was so un-peace. Doesn't drink a lot of beer but a little.

SUNDAY

What to talk about sunday? Everything remain as usual. Tomorrow have to work, sleep early everyone! Especially student which schooling at morning class. Have a nice coming weeks ya ;) And hey you, look SUCKS, seriously, really sucks, face the mirror and see how sucks you look :D

XOXO

我不想要的梦

2012-01-12T03:33:00.000-08:00

昨晚真的很熟睡，睡到早上五点多时，肚子打扰了，就上个厕所。

回想刚刚发的一场梦，我傻眼了。

那是一场我要的梦，但是也是我不想它实现的梦。

那场梦有着一个人的存在，一切好像归于原点。

我自己也傻了眼到低这是在发梦，还是真实。

果然....一切的一切都是一场梦。

那时，没有人记得彼此给彼此过的伤害。

也没有人想要继续争论，就是傻笑。

上了厕所后，回到床上。

顿时，我又想起，眼睛又在流鼻涕了。

流到自己又睡去了，到底...这一类

的毛病几时才能停止?

到底...到几时我才能不会感到痛?

我不懂也不会,也只知道这毛病能改就尽量改.

醒了,林小姐,回到2012.

今天教书教到很想杀人了! 遇到这种头痛

的学生,真是让我没有信心.

有许多次真的很想一巴掌挎下去,

不是学生学习能力慢,而是故意装不懂我教什么,没有看我在眼里.

真是挑战,要是我有这个权利,真的很想狠狠打下去.

为何还要逼自己用爱的教育? TT

除了忍耐还是忍耐, 还是非常之忍耐的解释又解释.

学生还是装不懂,不想听.

我也只好继续忍耐又忍耐,爱的教育,真是的！

原本心情糟透的,但是看到我可爱的DES就没事啦.

再加上今天Jason派红包.

哈哈我第一包从公司送来的红包!

真是爽!真实兴奋!虽然不多,但是至少我终于有钱买鞋子了!

团长一点都不好干，好多事情要办.

感觉上很难找人分担.

什么事情,找谁?找团长.

最近真的很累,但是少年团毕竟是我最想投资的地方.

减少点娱乐,投资在团契.

笨hor?

团长,加油! <3

各位同学，你们好不好？

2012-01-11T03:59:00.000-08:00

" 好，很好，非常好，oh yes! "

这是同学们都要会的口号。

看到他们喊到那么精神，我不停哈哈大笑。

这里的学生都很会讲话，搞到我很会应酬。

这里的老师都非常棒，搞到我不敢想要加薪。

其实，这份工，真的很棒。

从中学习很多，再加上我真的很喜欢小孩子，所以对他们的耐性可以增加。

才工作了三天，就感觉我已经工作了三个月去了。

应该是已经习惯这里的环境这里的方式。

我可爱的白板和我可爱的字体。

太棒了！

有时候真的很没有心情，但是看到我最爱的同学的时候，不尽笑了起来。

听到他们说的话，真的有时候让我不能停止大笑。

太可爱了。

尤其是这位我最爱的学生，陈可杨。

哈哈，今天又给他背成法表。

他真的很聪明，很棒。

一年级而以，会很多东西。

今天突然给他背，他竟然背得出！

实在是让我更爱他，每一天看到他，心情也特别好！

虽然薪水的确非常少，少到不得料。

但是，真的很喜欢这一份工。

没想到我人生中第一份工是那么享受。

不想其他人要做到半死，要站到脚断。

这几天都很累，每一天都很迟睡。

根本没有其他时间去胡思乱想，根本没有力气大哭一场。

每一天都是那么累，

每一天都有着一本书教导我再次用圣经的角度去看待爱情，

每一天都会被人哄去睡觉，

每一天都是带着笑容去睡觉，

每一天都有早餐吃才去上班。

感谢神，真是太美好了。

最近，肥去了，也，残去了。

xoxo

Sweet Day

2012-01-08T07:14:00.001-08:00

It's 2012, cheer baby ;)

xoxo

不许哭

2012-01-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

我彻底为着自己那时的冲动而心痛，那着急的心，那紧张的眼神，一一被看穿。

不停问自己，是自己太傻还是别人太厉害，厉害到可以让我会那么傻。

我真的很恨自己有那么傻的一天，时常为人家觉得不值一直骂骂骂。

到头来，更想骂醒自己，做那么多工做什么？

难道别人会珍惜吗，难道别人会在乎你付出的吗？？？！

没有！林欣怡，大笨蛋！

说什么圆梦，什么完成你一直想要的愿望，放屁拉你！

最后可以得到什么？？

谢谢一声也没有啊，更何况要说什么珍惜和在乎。

最后还不是害到自己连一双要买的鞋子也泡汤了！

什么也得不到。。

得到的是，眼泪，还是眼泪。

今晚，还不是要擦擦眼泪去睡了，对不起，我的枕头，今晚，麻烦你了。

Feeling great

2012-01-04T03:10:00.000-08:00

Aloha :D

Today was fun , especially morning section, I were enjoying my time.

Lunch time, Kelly treated me, awhh thank you so much :))

And I love Desmond so muchhhhhhhhh, feeling wanna grab him back home. HOHOHO.

Thank god for giving everything for me, i give thanks, especially this great job <3

People is nice, surroundings is good, time is free ; )

***

Apologize to you sweetie , hehehehe.

Sorry about last night that i always replied IDK.

It's because i am too tired feeling want to sleep so i totally ignored and lazy to think.

I 'm sorry for making you feeling unhappy, really sorry, i don't meant that :(

Please do forgive me, promise you, no more IDK. =)

***

It's sad when the people you know become the people you knew, when you can walk right past someone that they were never be a big part of your life, how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now, you can barely even look at them. - Its awesomely true..

Ended with blogger's picture again :P

Blue applemint today :D

Can you notice? It's not an illusion, MY HAIR IS REALLY GETTING LONGER!!

HOHOHO , growth faster please! Before reaching CNY.

xoxo

First Day

2012-01-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

I loves my dear fellow student so much ;)

Although it's a bored first day, but, i am still used to the surroundings.

Feels good just feeling very sleepy because late sleep these few weeks.

Have to sleep early so that I could have enough energy to work.

I'm stucking on something, thinking do we will have a good ending?

My brain telling me NO, but my heart telling me YES :O

No matter no or yes, i still miss you so much.

Tired look of blogger , still fake a smile :)

Life will be greater and greater and even greater, I believe <3

xoxo

My homepage

2012-01-02T02:53:00.000-08:00

Still...

My habit :'(

From now onwards, i don't wish to continue, and should press NO.

Goodbye ...

One of the hardest part in life is ,

forcing yourself to forget the things that made you happy just because it's OVER.

XOXO

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T01:31:00.000-08:00

First of all ...

Happy New Year!!!

Such long time my blog didn't upload photos, words and words.

I know, my blog kinda boring. HOHOHO.

So, just update some picture of mine in 2011.

After spm life :D

Boys! Where's this shirt?

We planned to buy the same :(

This dress fit me so well :)

Some food.. which make me growth horizontal.

And wasn't upload all, just few.

Nails after SPM.

The sales assistant done for me ._.

And what i done for myself :D

Chio lehhhh.

Next,

Some peoples i appreciate and loves :)

Janice wang <3

My boys... who just know how to FEED -.-

My girls, which can dance very well.

Good job <3

Lastly..

Ended new year with picture of blogger :))

Hair is getting longer. WOAHH :D

xoxo

Happy Birthday Boy

2011-12-29T18:00:00.001-08:00

Once again let's shout happy birthday to this boy! :D

Growth up to 21 years old, must be more mature yet your life is a miracle.

Which can share your great ever testimonial with many people.

Once again I thank god put you into my life,

didn't take you away from us,

and bring a lot of happiness and joy throughout the years.

Thank you for everything boy :))

Hope you enjoy your 21st birthday, hehehehhehe.

Group photo :)

Lastly, we love you so much :D

God bless you.

xoxo

Life is great :)

Everything's over :')

2011-12-29T01:20:00.000-08:00

Cindy Lim! Everything's over!

Is time to go for your work and earn some pocket money.

Stop doing nothing at home and always going out when free.

It's super useless :)

Goodbye my sweet holidays :) Fight for money now :D

♥

XOXO

Last Kiss

2011-12-27T22:39:00.002-08:00

I still remember the look on your face

Been through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered for just us to know

You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane

That July 9th the beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in

I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe

And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed

We can plan for a change in weather and time

I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips, just like our last

傻瓜

2011-12-24T09:44:00.000-08:00

据说，傻人有傻福。

我不懂，我傻到这样离谱也没有得到什么福。

想回去，我真是有够傻，傻到有点离谱。

真的找不出什么原因为什么会这样。

也就傻傻的傻傻的让眼泪飘下。

不懂为什么，就是想哭。

事情过了那么久，还是想要哭。

就让我傻那么最后一次，不再那么傻了。

不会了，不要了。

圣诞节到了，要快乐要快乐。

Santa Claus is Coming To Town

2011-12-21T17:39:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, christmas is coming, joyful season :)

I am going to be a Santa Claus this day, just a Santa Claus for you.

I don't know am I doing the right things to save anything else,

I just wish to see your true smile and have a happy ending of 2011.

I need a pair of new shoes for christmas eve night :'(

♥

random

2011-12-05T00:50:00.001-08:00

There's two section i am waiting everyday. When night turning to midnight, when midnight turning to day. I know the feeling is super awesome but I know someday somehow it will end. I am totally speechless and just pray to God, may HIM bless me and guide my way. Lastly, you make me smile.

You're the apple of my eye

2011-12-04T19:15:00.000-08:00

忘了和大家分享我看了那些年的感受。

今天，懒得更新我的生活，就写一写真情。

________________________________________________________

那一天，我看了那些年。

是带着沉重的心情去看，因为那一天发生了一些事情。

我也已经大概大概知道那些年的故事了。

所以想要感动的心情也没有了。

更值得惊讶的是，我并没有哭啊。

看完以后，回家分一分析。

笑一笑的告诉自己是多么的后悔选择去选择。

明白吗？就是很后悔我做了选择。

我不应该做出什么选择。

继续享受继续装不懂继续单纯。

可以的话，我会让你当一辈子的柯景腾！; )

够了，不想提起烂苹果。

好！下一粒苹果！

有些明显，我，是你回忆的主角吧！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

你也很期待我会有什么反应和感受对吧？

因为面对很多事情啊，所以就没有那么快给你什么反应。

说真的，我是最享受你这里苹果的追求。

就是很体贴，很单纯，很傻又好笑！

你为我做了那么多事情，我从来没忘过。

想回以前就觉得很好笑。

所以阿，有时会哈哈大笑，有时会扬起嘴角一笑。

的确我喜欢过你，也的确我从来没给你任何答案。

我也只是傻傻地不懂要如何接受这份爱。

你的确是一粒很好很好的苹果。

只是，不是很适合我的胃口。

你配得一个更好的女孩，因为，你自己有眼看。

我并不是一个好女孩，也没有你想象中那样好。

我，有很多很多的缺点，也不明白你会喜欢我什么。

我只想说，

谢谢你，给我机会成为你回忆里的主角。

谢谢你，给我了那么美好的青春与时光。

谢谢你，仍然不离不弃在我身边扶持我。

谢谢你，从来不嫌弃我的不完美。

真的很感恩上帝让我遇见了你。

往后的日子一起加油吧！

我祷告给上帝，愿上帝祝福你一个更棒的女孩！:D

XOXO

You're the rotten apple of my eyes

2011-12-01T01:31:00.000-08:00

亲爱的，烂苹果，你，还好吗？

原本这一篇的文章会很长会很伤人，

每一字都有刺。

但是，不想再伤害，不想再报复。

所以只是保存起来，不放上来了。

两个月过了，大家都变了。

尤其是你，变得不像人。

简直有禽兽般一样恐怖。

我看了，其实心很痛。

不是痛在你变心，而是痛在你连自己也忘了，也变了。

你样子看起来很快乐，很快活，

很享受追女孩子的生活。

但是，我看穿你的空虚。

你，还是那么的空虚。

你，还是那么需要上帝。

真的很想跑过去安慰你，慰问你，看看有什么需要代祷。

但是你就做到好像有周董一样大牌。

友情，也不要了。

我也只能，默默为你祷告。

虽然不懂你会遇到什么问题，但是还是为一切来祷告。

很想就继续恨你，但是，我累了。

是时候，对是时候放了。

我，成功了。

终于成功了。

再也不想为你所做所为而心痛了。

虽然，

有时会想，如果你愿意接受我为你改变的话，

故事将会如何呢？

会更快乐，还是更痛苦。

无论如何，

我尊重你的决定，承认吧，你不够爱我。

因为太爱你了，不想失去你，

我才想要改变。

但是，

你不愿意，那没关系。

因为你还是不够爱我。

说变就变，

不是拉，这是你的本性。

我也不能反抗什么了。

只是我也知道，我会放掉你的一天。

只是没想到，那么快。

也没想到，你会如此伤害我。

把之前欠你的，你都用两倍三倍四倍还回给我。

我发现，我变得更成熟。

不是那又脆弱的女孩了。

我开始学会更坚强了。

虽然，虽然，

还是那么爱哭，

只是有时失败控制而以。

但是，已经有很多的进步了。

如此谢谢你，给我的伤害不少。

让我现在站得更稳，活得更精彩！

如今，

你连面子书也删除了我。

没关系，我真的没关系。

你要做到这样的地步，没关系的。

有一天，你想加回我，

我还是很乐意接受的。

我已经摆脱你的世界了，我走出来了。

我真的看到更美的风景了，真的好漂亮。

我也终于看到，我要的对象条件了，

再也不会是你，那扭扭捏捏的，

不成熟的，不爱上帝的。

但是，有何需要，

我的小肩膀还是会让你靠。

在外面的世界受伤了，就回来吧。

我们都等你回来。

亲爱的，朋友。

谢谢你们，一路来扶持我，谢谢你们。

有的被我的电话吵醒，有的肩膀让我哭到湿了，

有的需要洪我笑，有的要被我发些得很残，

还有一个，被人讨厌，被人讲坏话。

辛苦你们了，谢谢你们，真的很爱很爱你们。

在我需要的时候，都时时刻刻standby

有些还帮我一起在旁一起骂。

为我心疼，为我感觉委屈。

真的好谢谢你们的关怀和鼓励。

最重要我要谢谢神，让我学习一堂很宝贵的功课。

也给我很多爱我的人鼓励我。

我感恩，很感恩。

一切结束了，噩梦结束了。

是时候，我去关怀那些需要的人了。

别担心我了，我已经摆脱了。

真的很爱你们，很爱你们。

永远都不会忘记你们的好。:)

♥

My days

2011-11-30T07:40:00.000-08:00

Oh Lord, You're my great big daddy god.

You're upon there watching me.

How sweet you're <3

241111 Thursday

Just done Physics paper and rushed to church for practice song with Philadelphia's team. I am supeeeeeer nervous because they're so pro. Met up a lot of funny guys , they are so friendly. Anyway thanks to YQing guiding me all the way when practising :))

251111 Friday

First day of Joy's Camp. Went to church early and played with Philadelphia's team for first time. Hmm, i still done a lot of mistake :( Than YQing keep guide me and teach me their song which are too NEW for me. Thank you :))

Children's DIY bread?

CUte!

Than, I cried for this moment after practiced my song. So sad ): Anyway, thanks to my two boyfriends, andrew and kaisheng accompany me for dinner at LK. Love you guys! :D

I love this! Cookied and pals :)

261111 Saturday

Many people saw i criedn last night. So ashame with this. But, YQing cheer me upppp! Your magic is terrible, but your acting skill is awesome! I just laugh out loud when i don't even want to smile!

Kenny's new toy

Kaisheng and my dinner. *loves

271111 Sunday

Wake up early to go for Sunday Service. And i saw YQing ! HOHOHO. So we went to church together. And i still like the chipmunks dance! It's so cute laaaa :DDD Than practice song for the last section dy :( Too bad, hard to have another chance to serve together :((( So i very appreciate every moment we 're in the team although i am tired like hell! When day turn night, played the last section of P&W, the last song I Love You Sweet Jesus is really touched myheart. I cried to GOD while i am playing. Hahaha :)) Great job CXia!

Supeeeeeeeeeeeeer time! Having my dinner with the team and ah beh at Kota Bali. Laughed like insane lady seriously. You all are so cute :D

A gift by Philadelphia's team.

Seriously, i love this :))

When night turn midnight, we played killer. OWH! So fun yea! But because i am the only girl inside no need to kill me. Damn you killers TT Than have some sharing, awhhh sweeet i love :)) Talked until 4.30am , we only go to bed . How great we are! Amazing :D

281111 Monday

Woke up at 6.15am which means i just slept for two hours like that. Plan to have breakfast with Philadelphia's team. But tooo bad, everyone woke up late. So waving goodbye to all fellow :') Very miss those moment we work on together. Alone at church and done nothing, because i miss you since you left. :*

291111 Tuesday

YOR! Chemistry paper killed me killed me. FIRST BLOOD! So damn! :( But, I am still so happy because you light up my day. X)

Lunch at Fuji.

Highly recommended ! :D

Was thinking of you during exam. Hee :)

291111 Wednesday

Biology paper todayyy! DIE TOO! Wohoooo! :DD After done my last paper, rush back home and went to hiking with my dear fellow brother and sister. Met new friend, Jia Ren. :)

Model shooting, Fong Thean Ern

Take #1

Take #2

Grass grass at Itam Dam,

do you miss me? ;)

Tiring fellows

Janice W & Amos O

Plus dou ya came in

Lastly, not forget to show you.

Windy day with blogger :)

XOXO

Throw away!

2011-11-26T07:45:00.000-08:00

Shit happens, life still goes on.

Awwwwhhh ;)

Those shits i throw awayy! Throw away to GOD.

Oh Lord, please take those shit away.

It's influence my great life

Please, let us unite again, loving one another.

I look forward for this loving scene :D

No more split, no more hates and no more lies.

No matter how people changes,

No matter how people do shit,

No matter how people tell lies,

i will try my best to love all of you,

with my true heart :)

I believe, one day...

We will be back like a united family.

GOD got HIS time to done great things.

I am waiting :*

XOXO

fool

2011-11-24T00:44:00.000-08:00

" Hey, you can't stand people being fool but in the end you will just get hurts,

You really want to lend a help..as.. a friend, but people rejected.

Since, people said - thats not your matter.

So just give a fcuk and stop care everything "

Yes! I should stop to care too much.

You will get hurt or what! I should laugh when you being fool.

Let you understand the feeling of LIED BY A LIAR.

Liar lied by liar. How interesting the stories is.

One day, You will find out ALL the ugly truth.

And honestly, don't cry baby ;)

I bet, You will gone mad :D

I don't give a fcuk, I don't bite <3

Sometimes, memories hunt. Yes it hunt me every night.

I think back what you did for me, I just smile so sweet naturally.

When i get back to the reality , arghh its totally sucks.

I just keep on telling myself,

" Hey, the one who can put on so much effort and love on you,

is already

DEAD "

" Now, the one you seeing is just a shit person doing shit things ,

Don't try to cry for that shit, laugh with it! "

Yes, I admit i need you much than everyone do.

But i know the one i know the one i love is already dead.

The one appears in front of me look alike you,

but he ... got such big difference with you.

He's not a loyal boy anymore, he's not a gentleman,

he's breaking his promise, he also tell lies,

Maybe, i will like about the his appearance which look alike you.

But, don't worry,

I wont fall in love with these handsome guy which are so shitty ;)

Left three subjects, pimples pimples, please don't pop-out!

I know it's in under stress situation,

but I really hate you,

please don't try to appears on my face! :p

XOXO

hello hello

2011-11-23T01:20:00.001-08:00

Hello World!

It's only left FOUR subject. :DDDDDD

Can't imagine how's my life after this torturing days went by.

Imma going kick those bad people i want,

Imma going party till dawn,

Imma going shop until I broke!

I don't care that much anymore.

It's too stupid for still staying home thinking those shit ;)

I am going to upgrade my scanner. *weeeee

Retarded left eyes :)

I am always that awesome <3

Stay tuned to the coming post ;

You're the rotten apple of my eyes

XOXO

Nightmare

2011-11-21T20:32:00.001-08:00

A lovely family is all i treasure for my life.

I swear i will marry a good husband good daddy and i swear i will treat my kids good.

Because all I see in front of myself, all is just broken hurts and tears.

She no longer crying because her heart is stronger than before a lot.

But, He is still the same , over twenty years, he never change for anyone.

I can see, the day also the night. It's different character.

I still need someone 's holding me in this midnight.

Ask me to stay strong and just tells some story make my dreams will be better.

And give me a sweet smile in the morning and says,

The nightmare is over, today is the new day, cheers!

But, now, I got nothing. All i left is tears on my dear pillow and fell asleep when it's stop.

如果

2011-11-14T02:12:00.000-08:00

昨天，心里超级不平衡，真的受不了了。

竟然会在考试前一晚，而且是要入睡的时候，

我的心，开始作战，

我的脑，又再来了，

我的眼，又不听话了。

我很想控制，很想很想，真的很想，

就这样乖乖去入睡。

不再痛，不再想，不再哭。

可是，大家，都不听话了。

忍了很久很久，

到最后时刻，

无法忍了。

我恨不得，离开这个城市。

我恨不得，离开所有人，事，物。

真的很恨不得！

我真的好累，不想扮潇洒，不想扮坚强。

更不想继续学习坚强学习不哭。

我很想出去透透气，很想很想暂时离开一下。

一下就好，不久不久。

如果可以的话，

我希望你可以向前来，

握住我的手，

告诉我说，

“ 别怕，有我在，

哭吧，我的肩膀只让你的眼泪找个依靠，

这个时候，我是你的，

没有人在乎你，

没有人珍惜你的泪，

没有人替你受委屈，

没关系，

有我在。”

XOXO

Title - less ♥

2011-11-11T00:30:00.000-08:00

在这特别的日子，11/11/11

就让以前爱我的你所给我美好又甜蜜的回忆

当作

是我做了一场很甜很甜又长的甜梦。

虽然不舍得醒过来，

但是，不要再继续发梦咯。

是时候面对这残酷又现实的世界了。

努力为着未来而奋斗，

祝福你也祝福我，上帝会为我们预备更好更棒的！

花与主人，风筝与女孩 的故事，

化上美丽的句号。

SPM 我来了 :D

Lies

2011-11-10T04:01:00.000-08:00

“ 你回到我的身边，我是永远也不会让你离开了 ”

“ 我以后要告诉孩子们，爸爸是怎样追妈妈的，超辛苦的。”

“ 你眨眼睛一次，就代表我想你一次。”

“ 我要努力做工赚钱，养你这位肥婆，让你越吃越肥。”

“ 你知道我爱你有多少吗？看看我的食指，就是从我的食指绕地球一圈阿。”

“ I dont know how i going to answer you when you asked me ' how long will you love me ' I only can tell you that. My love to you, end at never ”

“ I'll do anything just to pay back for those tears that you drop for me "

" I scare about your health okey.. Everything might change in the future. Include my love to you. ' Wei. I haven't say finish la. My love to you will change. Change deeper deeper and deeper."

" Cause i only allow one girl walk in my heart that's you.. Cindy Lim "

'"河水不会逆流　我对你的爱　也不会回头　”

" Password for my laptop will never change. "

" God picked me to care and love you . "

" Eventhough the sea will dry someday and the earth may burst someday. But my love to you will remain still to you... Forever . "

" My love to you is increase every minutes every second. It will never stop and it will never end ."

" I really cant find other thing to pay back you, the only way is keep loving you until the end of my life. "

All those words, spoke by your mouth, texted by your hand.

And now, you change everything change, the words have to change too.

Too bad, i looked back all this sweet conversation and promise just prove me that

YOU'RE A BIG LIAR :)

会有今天如此的痛，

都是因为你许下的承诺，

你说过的骗话。

风筝的故事

2011-11-07T18:05:00.000-08:00

心情写真

有一个风筝，一直追着一个女孩，

女孩始终都不喜欢这块风筝。

但是，风筝飞啊飞，终于吸引到女孩，

女孩就紧紧要了这块风筝。

那一天开始，女孩都在玩风筝，玩啊玩，

才来发现到，风筝不喜欢被女孩紧紧抓住不放。

风筝像要更多的自由，想要飞到更高的天空。

但是，往往，女孩想要绑住它，不想要他远走高飞。

风筝快透不过气了，风筝爱上女孩却要赔上自己的自由。

女孩很自私，女孩很霸道，女孩很不讲理，女孩很爱哭。

《》

有一天，风筝就决定了，

离开女孩，把线给剪断了。

这时候，女孩才发现，没有这块风筝真的很痛苦。

风筝飞了，飞到女孩看不见的天空。

女孩拼命追啊追，想要把线拉回来。

女孩怪自己，

明知道玩风筝要一拉一放，

而不是一直拉一直拉。

拉到线也断了，拉到风筝飞了。

女孩擦了眼泪，看见风筝玩得很快乐。

女孩也自能没有风筝的陪伴一个人独自哭泣。

风筝是否找到一个更会玩风筝的主人呢？

女孩不懂。

女孩只知道追得好累好累。

才来发现，这风筝应该找到一个更会玩风筝的主人。

而不是女孩自己。

女孩决定了，

放了风筝，

停止追风筝的脚步了。

女孩累了，

女孩不玩风筝了，

女孩走了。

风筝，再见。

Best quotes in the world

2011-11-04T03:47:00.000-07:00

Well...

Three things happened, and the fourth is going to happen :)

xoxo

Picture is talking

2011-11-03T02:57:00.003-07:00

Shut up ! Picture talks today :)))

Sunny boy,

All i left is you, your unchangeable heart and smile :')

november starts, new life starts

2011-11-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps :D

Just online for awhile because i am using laptop to revision.

So, it's okay to update my bloggie right *hee

November starts ;)

So, i will get a new life too :')

The day you walked away, I count the step that you took.

My heart feeling pain and can't stand anymore.

The relationship end doesn't means the feelings did.

Although I heard some bad word that i was not ready to hear it.

And you was not giving any explanation.

I choose to trust you completely although the situation want me to trust others.

I choose to trust you completely although you was not care.

I choose to trust you although my friend does not support.

I choose to trust you, with my heart, my everything.

Because i know, the feeling, haven't gone.

''Are you still remember our promise ? '' Am i stupid for asking you this?

The days that we has wait for long and we probably can't make it :(

The last action for me to done for myself ; is to pause and have a break.

Giving each other some time although i still need you beside so badly.

I know i am stupid enough to miss you, seriously, i dont care people see and talk.

I miss you ... I really do.

Saddest Month ; October, going awayyyyyyyy.

October with tears, I never want to back to this life again.

I will enjoy this month the next month next next month without you :)))

I will laugh alone when something funny pop out,

I will smile alone when i feeling happy,

I will cry alone when i still miss you.

I will enjoy those delicious food alone, but not share with you.

I will share my happiness with bloggie, but not you.

I will study alone without your freaking funny emotions.

The most important, I WANNA SLIM DOWN , without your helps.

Because... No one will fall in love to the fatty cindy hee :)

New life begin, and will used to it very soon :')

Cindy Lim ;

Stay stronger than before, you 're no more the lousy's one.

Drop tears to those really appreciate it and wont try to hurt you.

Dear friends, thanks for help,

Thanks for always being there whenever i needa you all.

I love you all gao gao :DDDDDD

Muacx :*

: It hurts the worst when the person that make you feel so special yesterday, makes you feel unwanted today.

: You might get attracted to another person but you won't simply fall in love if someone else is still holding a big part of your.

XOXO

Pikaboo

2011-10-28T19:02:00.000-07:00

Before showing my pictures again, let's share about this ;)

Yea there's three things i still love about myself , pretty awesome <3

Deepavali holiday just pass like these, guess what.

My beloved Rikku.

Tam jiak, apple also want to snatch with me ;))

This month specially happy birthday to..

Aura Chun Ming

I am sorry, he kinda like to act cute. HAHA :P

221011 Saturday

PCGHS graduation day also got dinner at school.

Firstly i would like to show you my super pong face with make up.

Eyes make up from HERYEONG, thanks <3

And the rest, yunmin did it all without any good knowledge :'(

But it's alright, not so pai kua pun hee :)

Before our hand-sign performance ;

Ching wei ; Yong Qi

Still practising before performance

Went home and gonna show you my hair ;D

My hair is never been tied up since standard 4 i guess?

And i kinda love this hair style <3

Yes, yours truly blogger

With retarded expression :3

With teeth :S

261011 Wednesday

Having group study with my BFF.

Cheese cake brought by weiying.

I cut it into balance size, applause please :D

And I went to have my lunch with mummy and aunties at La France

Too normal , i also know how to cook ._.

And then, went to strait quay , had my FRUUZE again :DD

And visiting DELICIOUS, but didnt try it :(

Rock from DELICIOUS. -.-

My weird face ;)

291011 TODAY

I woke up early early in the morning.

And i looked at the sky..

Whenever i feeling sad i look at the sky and telling myself ;

Hey, look! God is there watching you :))

Friends , i am getting better , dont worry :)))

In case you forgot my funny face , I will show you now :)

Take #1

Ugly look of me

Take#2

Take#3

Take#4

Winks ;)

Finally I smile, but you are not the reason anymore :')

Lastly, say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mr Lim Whei Bheng :DD

XOXO

Hey ;)

2011-10-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

Hey, I am no longer the lousy Cindy that you know before. I am a stronger lady :DDDD
I am no longer the little girl who just know how to cry out loud and needa people to comfort anymore. I am getting stronger and stronger and even more stronger. Because, human's love is so limited and hurts. God's love is unlimited. I going fall in love with Jesus ;) But not human anymore, human like shits just like you and me :b

Yea, human know how to love and human know how to hurt too. Too bad, human's love is so special and hurts. I can't take it up from now. I need time to get over everything and yea i know GOD's with me but not you stupid boy ;)

I still love you but i know i have to let go of you.
I know i must, i know i need, but the problem is.... I can?
Yes, i will put more effort to turn it, I CAN LET GO OF YOU </3

你还是要

2011-10-23T20:09:00.000-07:00

不确定就别亲吻
感情很容易毁了一个人
一个人若不够狠
爱淡了不离不弃多残忍

你留下来的垃圾我一天一天总会丢完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恒在你的身上先发生
你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭

所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束

还我钥匙的备份
我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨

你还是要幸福我才能确定我还得很清楚确定
自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束

你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨

你如果很幸福
半夜的简讯我就不需回复
因为你的悲喜已经有了容身之处
我也能有最纯粹的孤独最孤独的孤独

你懂吗？

2011-10-21T23:14:00.000-07:00

你懂，我的痛吗？
你懂，我在受着折磨吗？
你懂，我有多难过吗？
你懂，我有多想你吗？

你不懂，你也不想懂了。。。

朋友们都说

2011-10-21T01:48:00.000-07:00

朋友们都说

: " 放掉他吧,他已经不是以前爱你的那个他了. "
: " 就算以前你如何伤害他, 对不起他, 现在他给你的伤害已经还完你以前给他的."
: " 你为什么那么笨, 连自尊也不要, 一直央求他. "
: " 你每天为他流泪, 值得吗? 他已经不在乎你了, 为什么还要一直哭, 不要傻了."
: " 男人和女人不一样的, 女人会容易心软, 但是男人心一旦硬了,就不会软下来了."
: " 他或许迁就你到累了,他无法继续了,你再怎样改,他也不要了."
: " 他讲你讲到这样,为什么还是那么傻继续给他伤害你?"
: " 就算你改变了,他回到你身边了, 那又怎样? 你要一直迁就他到死吗?"
: " 回忆是美好,对,你怀念以前的日子,但是这个时候, 不可以, 你一定要把这一切回忆放在一个箱子里, 要保留, 要删除, 随便你."
: " 不要再想假设性的问题了, 不要再自责, 不要再说如果了. "
: " 你不要疯, 你并不肥, 不要因为他不爱你了, 拼命减肥, 我相信爱上你的人, 不会看你的外表, 你, 其实很美丽. "
: " 虽然放不下, 但是, 为了前途着想, 收拾心情, 读好你的书."
: " 他明知道, 你要大考了, 话也说得好重, 没有顾虑你的感受, 让你一个人独自受折磨, 值得吗? "
: " 他变了, 什么原因导致也好, 他... 已经变了. "
: " 如果他还爱你的话, 不会让你独自受苦, 自己也会在一边受苦的. 他没有你的日子很开心, 你没有他的日子很痛苦. 不要继续这样了.
: " 你们的缘分已结束, 他已经走出去看看更美好的世界, 你还停留在那里, 你不要傻了, 你以为他到了外面的世界后会回头找你吗? 你也要走出去了, 看看更宽大的世界. "
: " 放了他吧, 不要再说如果他会回头了. 他不会了, 你不要傻傻等了. "

2011-10-07T02:51:00.000-07:00

此时此刻，我也只能，抱着枕头痛快痛快地哭。
电话里，没有一个，我可以对他痛快地哭。
哭完了，又继续哭，心，好痛好痛。

只能，怪自己，是自己找来的。
是自己自私，是自己无法宽容那一点点。

就算很不愿意，也必须，祝福你，
就像建豪所说的，我这种人，不好搞。
真的，很不好搞。

2011-09-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

Goodbye, my love.

Not used to being alone, really not used to it.

No matter how hard i try, i still cant used to it.

I already used to the life what i had before,

now, totally... hard to breathe.

No, Heavenly papa still take care of me.

I just need time for what the consequences i received.

I'll move on, since, everything changed.

I will, no matter how hard its

2011-09-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

Photo Session :D

After tiring of reading and reading,
I want to put some effort on my blog.
So some photo to show up for my daily life.
Just a SHORT :D

BOO! I got you!

We are really serious reading okay ? :)

My favourite, sushi ;)

First try on GCB.
Yucks, so oily. BOOOOO :@

Sunshine Farlim Shopping Mall ;)

Food Fair, sweating all the day ;D

With a very RANDOM new glasses. Weird :B

Bought a new Swiss Polo bag, 80% discount <3

Hey! YOU! I can see you clearly :b

Dinner at Asamu :))

Pray before eat, good habits *thumbs up :D

Err...拜祖先？:b

At Last...
Not forgotten to show you...

My adorable Rikku <3

2011-09-09T01:30:00.000-07:00

生活，怎么了？

最近的生活有一点淡淡.

麻木了带着眼泪到梦里，

似乎有许多的烦恼，

我也搞不懂。

现在的我，好累好累...

我懂, 我不比任何人的累,

我更懂, 我从来没有精神过...

只是, 真的有些累.

我, 也不懂累在那里,

或许, 是最近的考试让我很累.

但是, 我没有, 好好读书 ):

对不起, 妈妈.

她是唯一让我想抱歉的人.

在槟华五年了, 从来没有拿到辉煌的成绩,

从来没有一次让妈妈感到光荣又满意.

我....... 真的.... 会在那最重要以及最后一次的考试里,

让你点点头, 过了您理想满意的成绩 :))

爱呢?

只有祂的爱, 是永恒的.

我也会为了祂, 继续, 向着祂要我走的方向, 要我学的东西.

其实,脑袋很复杂.

却不懂得, 用言语表扬出来.

因为, 渐渐的,

我... 好像.. 哑巴去了~.~

2011-09-04T03:49:00.000-07:00

A Short Post

I'm so stress )':
Tomorrow will be start of SPM TRIAL.
Yet , i just conquer SEJARAH , this subject only.
Bad news, i haven't finish revision also *sigh

So stress.. So i am just looking for something to express?
And, i came to my died blog :/

I never can be the better one :(

XOXO

2011-09-01T01:41:00.000-07:00

虽然很潇洒，但，我痛在心里。
虽然是小事，但，我会非常在意，
虽然我无法改变，但，也要尝试去改变。

我，不想再浪费我的时间，我的青春，
我，林欣怡要学会坚强！
我，要回到，那生命充满着盼望的我，
我，要继续，为主发光发盐！

也希望我，说到做到 )':

2011-08-03T04:31:00.000-07:00

Today's Stories

Today i ate herbal egg outside of stadium during pj period. And thank god nearly get caught by puan ng :s Today my PJ teacher she said she got learn a fortune-telling 's course. WOW, sounds so interesting. Than she counted for some of my friends and listened to her. And at last i just know SHE 's A CHRISTIAN! And even she already baptised. WOW! I can't believe that even though she 's still believing this fortune-telling :X My heart was telling myself, HOW COULD IT BE, MY GREAT TEACHER?!! Woo, may god bless you -.-

I miss you :)

2011-08-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

SHE 'S BACK

The most latest me :)

I seeeeee... My cute little bloggie dead quite a long time. AHA! Imma going to update it and update it and update it :DDDD

XOXO

2011-05-01T05:56:00.000-07:00

Satisfied !

Not going to hang out on today. Due to mummy not allowed. Today daddy bought some durian which is my favourite. Kinda yummy :DD

I wish to get to the buffet dinner at Butterworth, but i know, mummy wont allowed. So i just cancel all this programme in my mind ): Byebye :'(

About seven, mummy brought me out to get our dinner. So due to traffic jam we decided went to Kota Bali to have our dinner. Saw Janice and Jennifer :)) I had my first try of sha bo tien gai zok. Alright, its kinda yummy too. Mummy odered poh-piah. And she thought i dont want to eat, she forcing herself to finished it, until i saw thats the last piece and i stopped her. HAHA. Cute die my mummy :3 Although our food is not pizza western food or sushi? But i love to having my time with my dearest mummy to have a satisfied simple low cost dinner , i love you :')

2011-04-29T22:35:00.001-07:00

Its a super good day

Wake up early in the morning. I went to hiking. BURN my fats. Cause i've to stop myself getting wider and wider :S BEfore hike i still get a super good bread contained with cheese ham and egg. OMG, super delicious. Went to the up and went to the down. Went to school to take ham from Junyi. Saw Agnes at corridoor so chit chat a while. Saw Yong Qi and also Chia Wen. After waited 20 minutes, she only came :/ Than I wait the stupid YeeBoon. I want to hug her with my smelly body, ever smelly, nyahahaha. Due to traffic jam, i dont want to wait her cause my stomach is craving to eat lunch. I shout BYEBYE to MeiThung which is practising band on the field.

Got to Pulau Tikus 's coffee shop. Than went to gurney's cold storage to buy fish. Than buy some sushi :DD Yeah, i ate a lot on this whole beautiful ever morning :)

Thank you.
XOXO

2011-04-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

SUSHI!

I want to eat Sushi. Due to movie day, the super promotion at Sushi King was crowded with people. Have to wait, hate to wait. Just move away from my sushi )': Cant find any delicious with cheaper price. So went to eat cheese baked rice, full die me with the whole set. At least i am satisfied ;) I saw my spongebob pencil case, i wish to buy it buy it. Its supeeeeer yellow. Omg, i love it, the spongebob's face full with pimple hole? And the stupid tooth. OMG its YELLOW in colour. I want it. Just cost 9.90 bucks. But... dont want to waste money to buy it. But i really wish to get it. So leave with disappointment...

Today went to a education fair at Batu Kapas or Bukit Kapas or Kepala Batas? I forgot it, whatever. Everyone is asking the course that they wanted to study. And me...? Just take browser at here and there, without any target. I am upset actuatlly. After that went to buy malay's burger and back to school. Super tired now and feeling not well. Have to press a FULL STOP .

2011-04-14T03:36:00.000-07:00

He Got Me

13/4/2011
Last night went to Bistro had my belated birthday dinner. I dont wish to spend much for a meal. But its totally awesome of my Chicken Mushroom. Its cheaper than Lil Cottage but expensive than Harvest In. So i saw a waiter which looked alike Derrick. He kept on eye with me, and i kept borrowed a spect to look through him. Because i am not sure. He was studying photography its so impossible for him to work as waiter at a restaurant??

So at last when we left. He called him. LOL! I shy shy :p Than talked about smtg blabla an so on than we left. So he felt super behsyok of i kept talked about derrick here and there. Than i make a joke :) So he said, your buddies cannot give what you want, but i can :D

Alright, this do concerned me well for my unsatisfied birthday .
At last, thank you, i love you.

14/4/2011

Ling Siew apologised to me. Hmm... I dont know what to reply actually. So ling siew, stop blaming yourself, its already over, i just want to shout out to blog for my unsatisfied. So dont feel guilty, if you do, buy a big big big present for me ya :DD

HE left me alone for so long. Maybe he got his life, i got mine. Anyway, tomorrow still got my ai xin bian dang :D So i will be happy to have my meal that full of love ;) Classmates would hate me when i bring a meal to school. They always feel hungry and jealous that i got a super delicious healthy bread. They always do. LOL!!
Alright, stop here :))

2011-04-11T05:04:00.000-07:00

Love <3

2011-04-10T00:30:00.000-07:00

It's not a Happy Birthday, Cindy Lim :'(

26th March its my big day. With a licence delay, I postponed my birthday celebration. Alright, with girls with problem cant be able to have steamboat, i postponed my steamboat again. Raining the whole day on my birthday, my mood was so down. Its not a happy birthday, its a sad birthday. I told myself to smile to smile to be happy cause i am already reach seventeen. But i dont know why i am feeling sad with the raining dropping :(
The steamboat was delayed, alright! I waiting for the next Sunday, alright! At last they did not say it is already cancel, alright! They rather went to a harmonica concert than celebrate my big day, this is not alright at all to me. I am waiting and waiting, i dont mind to have a no-present birthday, but i mind to have a no celebration birthday.

I am full of disappointed, i still have to smile and saying IS OKAY. Pren tending everything is still under situation, but its not. I am not happy at all. So i only asked mummy take me and Andrew went to James Foo to have my favourite Gordon Blue and waited for 45minutes at least. Its even worst 17th birthday for ,

Cindy Lim.

2011-03-06T01:33:00.000-08:00

Run to You

Big hello. I'm back to my dying blog :)

The second times i went to TESCO.
And mom let me shop around alone :/
And i am just walking and hanging on phone talking rubbish.Yesh and i bought a pack of cheese.
Mom just perli and said, you already being so fat, still bought cheese for what?
Hello mummy... I'm your daughter kay, how come you will say such thing to me TT
But we are straight to each other when talking :)
Sometimes i feel like my mom is so cute, but sometimes she is too fierce till i hate to see her face.
But for me, she is the greatest woman in this world, noone could replace, any.

Well ,
I look fat, look mushroom, look panda, what else huh?
Well ,
should i on diet?
Well ,
i guess, YES.

2011-01-28T05:39:00.000-08:00

A L I V E
I am dead again and again. So i 'll just simply update some post with photo.

I got this chocolate when bestfriend is visiting me.

Honestly, its tasted not so nice :/

Anywayyy, THANK YOU!

Mian Mian's birthday 6th Jan

The words i want to tell her.

The present I wanna give her :)

This is.. 8th Jan 2011

My dog have her terrible hair cut.

She keep struggling cause she scare we would leave her.

She can't jump out anymore.

She bark seriously very very loud.

I'm just worry bout her.

I love this two :D

After hair cut.

Even though how you change;

I will still love you always.

I l ove you, rikku :)))

It was another beach day

Chinese new year poh-piah

2011-01-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year

Its First January Of Two Thousand Eleven.
Alright, i am going to seventeen very soon. Should i plan for some little celebration for myself? Cause I dont really will be asking any invitation for my friends and family. I'm just waiting people give me surprise, I'm so stupid right? Uh-huh. Whatever, just dont think bout birthday, think bout PRESENT! Woo, who dont like present, right? Lol. Feel like, i'm SS on my blog :/

A new year must get a new target new way and a new me :) Swept away the sadness and those hurting memories, let the good and great memories stay. So, fight for future? As I always want to fly over and went to future that i wishes for so longggggggg. Gambateh everyone :D

XOXO

Cindy :]

2010-12-09T21:04:00.000-08:00

It's about a lil boy - Li Hong

Yeah, last time went to a aunty's house and her grandchild is supeeeeeeeeeer active yet cute. Everyone do love him and he loves everyone too ! So last time didn't take down any photo of him, but today, blogger is crazy bout him and took a lot a lot of the photo. You might see he is a super cute boy! Oh Yeah! :DD Forgive me please, cause he is too cute !

The main lil character
Li Hong :)

* This is the cooking stuff! Super in man!
Including ; Microwave basin washing tub etc etc

He really drink it without anything inside :D

Still got the sound when you open the gas.

Its really give you a feel of cooking and boiling. Cool huh!

Spot his lil hand there open the lil door don't know finding what.

Really beh tahan with his innocent face :b

Claping hand

This toy is supeeeer yeng!
Awh, i wish i'm still in size can play it TT

One of his favourite toy, Barney, again -.-

Here's another story came.

Mummy 'stole' his mickey soft toy, is his most favourite.

See his shirt also know la, mickey everywhere.

So when mummy took it away.

He turn sad :))

So cute!

The gong gong faceeee when watching tv :)

So cute weyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Super likeeeyyyyyyyyyyy him :D

2010-12-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

No More Sport !

Without sport, I'm growthing wider and wider again D:

I don't wish to, but I'm lazy some more mummy keep on mumbling when I'm out.

Even just for sport, she also mumbling like HELL!

Wth, this is totally a shit piece that i'm having during my sweet holiday.

So now I have to study as usual I have to do house work automatically,

if not,

she will turn on her non-stop radio again. Blablablabla.

Seriously, i hate it much.

So, tummy getting bigger, body getting wider TT

Its because I will never get hungry.

AWH, understand? Maybe you're not, hee.

Whatever, i love you.

2010-12-02T10:12:00.000-08:00

She yell, SO BORED!

Long term holiday, I gonna growth mushroom again :'(
Somebody someone anyone? Save me please! I can't stay at home anymore.
This is totally bored like HELL! Except can sleep as long as i want, no benifits so.
Maybe... I should start study. Hmmm, still wondering. *hee*
Bored until Cindy Lim would went to play the stupid lame online games -.-
WHAT TO DO?! So bored and bored and bored. Games also that boring.
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, save me up from my boring world, I beg you :/

2010-12-01T04:58:00.000-08:00

She's always gone p/s; I Miss You

Ladies and gentleman! * drum rolling* (chiang!)
Welcome back to our super blogger, Miss Gone :) * piak piak piak *

" * Pok pok pok * Mike testing one two three, alright. Ladies and gentleman, thank you for come to have a visit to my blog again, although I really can't figure out who's still following? Or maybe just myself? HAHA! I'm always gone, i know. Among friends buddy I always gone to somewhere without any sounds. They always can't search me. Apologise huh. I'll try my best to reply your reaction or call. So i;m just back from Joy's Kid Camp 2010 - Wonderful Love. I do learn a lot when co-operate with committee and also communication with kids. I'm really tiring during the whole weeks and busy with the camp stuff. But it's worth enough to bring such many kids to the camp. And... You should know super blogger love kids so mucccchhhhh. Noone can stop her for giving much to the kids. Every kids meant a lot to me, any mini micro stuff I would like to care about. And right now I really miss my kids so muchhh )': Start with Wecus, Nicus, Marcus, David, XX, YY, Xuan Ying, Yi Qing, Zhi Cheng, Song Khai, Issac, Xin Yi, Ke Min and so on. I want to thank you guys help me wash plate so on, and act well in drama! I just dont have the chance to speak out. So I will keep on missing you, my kids :) Don't miss me ya! Cause i'm not going next year. Too bad? No? Maybe this is what i hope for so long not to be a group leader anymore. But... Actuatlly I miss to be a group leader to communicate with the kids and talking rubbish with them. Its fun, you know? Maybe not? Who care? I just love them :D Cindy zhu zhang will always hearts you guys :3 Thats all for today, thank you very much :) "

Some picture to show up!

Its the super blogger, Cindy.

2010-11-16T19:04:00.000-08:00

I'm Back, Once Again.

011110 Monday

First day of final exam. It was so cold in the class maybe cause of raining heavily? My hand palm was so cold and freeze. I still borrowed jacket from Linda the lalat awhile, cause i'm freaking cold and you never can feel it. But she also needa it, so i returned her when the second paper start. At night I borrowed a warm huge jacket again *hee* Cause mine is lost. So I have a good night with the warm huge jacket with a smell? LOL!

021110 Tuesday
WOO! Aunty rose came visit me at this freaking hard time ): So thank GOD I still got this!

My favourite one :D

Once again I tried to cook this instant mushroom soup. I was always craving to want this alot alot!

Thank god mum bought me and and and not so nice with this packet :/ *disappointed

031110 Wednesday

I woke up late, maybe i am too tired. Today get BC paper. GOSH! Freaking hard like hell man! ):

My brain really can't function anymore, cause it needa you keep on thinking until your brain BURST! TT

Nah,the big head blogger.
Is that look so tiring? ):

041120 Thursday
YEAH! No school but must suffering at home :/ And I get some breakfast with easy home made which is by my YeeBoon's idea! AHA! I just lovin it :)))

You just need this:

Jacob's Weetameal

And also not less this!

Nutella choco jam * I like i like :D

Just pour some choco jam onto the biscuit and its done XD I just so love this kind of perfect match *weeeeeee After that I followed went to find some friends blablabla than went to Sunshine Farlim to buy some stuff. I just love my mummy! HAHAHA. *shhhh*

051110 Friday

Happy Deepavali

Happy Birthday Khoo Wei Ying

I just love her so I would like to celebrate with her. So we went to Gurney although we still having exam. WEI! We're so great hor, celebrate with you lehhh ;P So mom's permissions was so hard to take, but i 've to try for my buddy :) So thanks Lingsiew's parents drop us. And they said they gonna wear dress. So so so I wore a stupid dress step up in Gurney. Than went toilet first and took some photo. ;b

Ops, she haven't ready yet.

You should know,

I miss her so much :)

Afterwards, I gave birthday girl a surprise. Cause cause she not so sure I'm going. HEE! Than I just yell HAPPY BIRTHDAY when she turned a corner and met me and freak out. So someone called SheaThing ah steam steam one bought wrong time of ticket. So what? We went to lunch at Pasta Mania. At first we would like to have our lunch at there, but I gave a idea why not we go Kim Gary?! So we already sat at the chair of the Pasta Mania, so no matter how, we've to order something. So we ordered Pizza to share cause birthday girl want it.

Our lovely birthday girl :)

Kim Gary

I wanna try this next time!

Its look awesome! :D

After that we gave birthday girl another surprise! Its a birthday cake from xiao mah! HAHA. He was so nervous and nervous when came up meet us. So he pass the cake for us and that time weiying was at the toilet. So when we walk towards her, we said SURPRISE! Its we did for you one.

So the understanding birthday girl doesn't believe we can do such things for her. She can't believe and can't believe. We keep on playing her :D

SEE! So nice right!

I love this photo so much la.

I took the right anger for her ask her to set as profile picture.

But she said not nice ):

HURT DIE ME.

Lastly ;

BLOGGER :)

061110 Saturday

Finally I back to YOUTH. So we going to CMC don't know for what. So our youth went to join thier youth. So kinda good of knowing bout bible. In a sudden, the speaker said gonna let us play a game, thats BMW or Proton Saga? He said give him three minutes to talk bout this. Sudden he ask his girlfriend will choose which one than blablabla, at last its a proposal man! We freaking shocked! HAHAHAHA. Anyway God bless them.

071110 Sunday

Study study study and study nothing special happened.

081110 Monday

I 've forgotten what happened in this day. I just know got a sad case -.-

091110 Tuesday

Today I get my Meat Ball Soup! YEAH! Was so freaking nice man. Cause of too hungry finish up in hurry so didn't take up any picture. Muahahah ;b

1011110 Wednesday

Tonight got this for supper. Nyahahahahahah. Mushroom soup and toasted egg bread. I likeyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

111110 Thursday

I've forgotten again :)

121110 Friday

Its a super date :) Its another awesome night for me. Cause I get to eat western food and mushroom soup again. Talked joke and laughed out loud! I'm happy :)

131110 Saturday

I get another super breakfast again! HAHAHA! I'm so happy and happy and happy :b

GUYS! you should know him! Nick Vujicic

He was awesome and awesome. He gave a lot of encouragement to me. Its really a lot :) He is so smart although without arms and legs just got a chicken drumstick. HAHA

Thumbs up for this :)

141110 Sunday

After meeting went to Gurney with classmates for shopping? We went to Sunrise for our lunch! Finally got McShaker with BBQ powder. Nyahahaha. Happy die me. And then we watch Skyline! MAN! Its so damn not nice. Better don't waste your ten ringgit for that sucks movie, cause I did ): So went a lot of mall shop and shop talked a lot at outside playground. After that bump into Andrew. At last classmate have to rush for tuition so Andrew;s mom drop me back. Yipeee, thanks aunty. It was another awesome day again :) At night, mom did something let me feel so touched. It was raining, I was bathing, she asked what I want for dinner even she already had it. I said I want my favourite one TOM YAM MEE. She walked to the stall which near my house without taking umbrella. When I came out I asked dad, he said she walked and didn't take umbrella. I wanna phone her but she left phone at home. I dont know why I turned so brave I took my cute umbrella and walked to the stall and find her out. Cause I thought raining heavily she cant get home. Along the very short journey i doesn;t feel afraid like before, I just know I wanna find my mummy. At last I found her, she was waiting and waiting. I saw her and said, why you can come out without taking umbrella. She just keep quiet. I know cause of her daughter is craving for her favourite. After take off our meal, we both walked back. I just could say, I love my mom so much. Thats all.

Favourite one, meat ball, maggi mee and also mush.

But not for that fish ball la XD

151110 Monday

WE'RE SET FREE! *Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Happy Holiday everyone!

Lets rock on our holiday :D

2010-10-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

You Got Me

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes

I can't pretend though I try to hide

I like you I like you

I think I felt my heart skip a beat

I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe

You got me yeah you got me

The way you take my hand is just so sweet

And that crooked smile of yours

It knocks me off my feet

Oh I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feel so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up I give in I let go let's begin

Cause no matter what I do

Oh my heart is filled with you

I can't imagine what it'd like

Living each day in this life

Without you without you

One look from you I know you understand

This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand

Oh I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up I give in I let go let's begin

Cause no matter what I do

Oh my heart is filled with you

I hope we always feel this way

I know we will

And in my heart I know that you'll always stay

Oh I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feels so good it must be love

Oh you got me you got me

Oh oh you got me you got me

2010-10-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

Just Once

ANYWAY! Last update for my blog of this month.

Blogger had cut her hair, and its SHORT and NERD and MUSH.

Short + Nerd +Mush = Heng Ee's student -.-

Exactly look like Heng Ee mushroom MAN!

Alright i hated my hair so much right now.

It doesn't suit my big pong pong baby face TT

My face and hair just like ~~a piece of shit~~ -.-

Let's check up how was it ;)

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TENG TENG TENG TENG!!

It looks nothing much changes, cause my head senget a side

PLUS

the light effect cant see my fringe clearly.

WHATEVER!

Cause this is the best photo ;P

Furthermore you have to spot my BIG DARK EYE BAG.

Urggggggghhhhhh!

Hope it could recover soon after exam.
Till than :)

2010-10-29T04:15:00.000-07:00

Be Right Back

II I'll back to blog after my final exam :) Please do miss me. Good luck to all PengHwa's student for sitting the final exam. Gambateh ! II

You are just awesome for me.

2010-10-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

An Awesome Day

The day that we wishes for long

Those awkwardness disappear in automatically with friendly welcoming.

I just love this awesomeeeee day :D

Thank you very much :)

2010-10-17T04:35:00.000-07:00

Shoot myself *piang*

I wish i can back to myself again. Full of confidence and never fear any challenges, also got a lot of target to goal and move toward to my dreams end. But I'm back to the lazy me, a very dumb human being and a very so called no-mood-for-study's student. What should I do? I know noone could help me except my GOD.

There's still left 14days countdown to my final. What those promises i promise myself? All I could let my GOD and my mummy feel proud of me is just make my result to be a flying colour one. But record book just full of RED MARKS :( When I saw a lot of friends studying and keep asking what they dont know just make me feel so so so scare bout my final. I'm really scare bout it. Cause i promise myself I must get higher marks. I wish i still got two months to prepare. But it just left 14days and i just get started with every subject. I think i'm going to die very soon. Everytime every post of my blog keep on pushing myself to work harder and included this post. But... I didn't make it in any :/ I know all i could do is back to GOD once again and ask him to lead me give me the strength from him. I wish I wish I wish everythings can just disappear like bubbles. It came, it gone.

I wish after I explode everything mess in my mind in this post. I could study hard hard hard and never let myself regret.

You can do it?

I must!

2010-10-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hello, my dead blog ;)

Once again back to this dead blog. I suppose wanna upload many picture and stories of my dayss. But really lazyyy man. Cause i dont know where to start. Anyhow, just back from 50th anniversary dinner at Berjaya Hotel. Finally its ended, its time to have a longggg rest to study. Really really must must work hard this time. GAMBATEH :D

NAH! Show you guys the very latest me.

If you miss me ;P

Super duper tiring pong pong baby face :'(

Till than(:

2010-09-30T16:43:00.000-07:00

I'm Back?

Seems like I wanna back to blog to SYOK SENDIRI :D

25092010 Saturday

Today wake up damn damn early, 6.20am. Very very stim than went to cleaned up myself and followed brother. On the way going church, pick up Sharon than reached church. After get my breakfast, siu moi. Alright really a little breakfast for me. Whatever, we are so no time to get any better breakfast. So what's today plan for so early wake up? Oh YESH, we going to Pantai Acheh, Balik Pulau for a one day children camp. So today's van driver is BEH! Along the journey was so sleepy and also quiet. There are so kampung style. What they had just a KFC restaurant. No more. You know?! No more?! How to live at there without any mall or restaurant? HAHA. Wondering? So we set up everythings than started our camp of a day :)) But than one things is so damn worse that i hated the most, that is no electric current for four or five hours? OMG, so damn hot. )))): Like staying in an oven, seriously. Yet my kids is so no sporting. I can't find any reason. Others's group's kids is so so active just like the edison's group. HAHA! I called him edison, cause i love edison and he looked like edison. And seems like our MC of a day - ahbeh got a lot of fans. So i think no regret of being a mc gua? heehee. And guess what?! Our group get champion :DD So unexpected man. My tiger kids like a new born tiger never wanted to be sporting when playing games. So first prize is get many many many snack than others! -.- One person can get 7 lil packets. HAHA. Going home on 4pm was so damn freaking sleepy in the van. Nothing special after that, just skip it :)

26092010 Sunday

Went to church as usual and have lunch at 1997 AS USUAL. DAMN -.- Back home online than dressed up my sport wear? Than we going to Youth Park for our relax time at 4pm :D Today added on some more people. Kenny, Ah Beh, Corne, Amos, Ah Gal, Chia Soon, Chun Ming , Thean Ern and ME! Alright, I wore wrong pants. So hard to make move ISH :/ Than we combind with BB's teams cause we just got 9 people? Than same team with pinky sport shoes LAOGAO and also wei siang. I never know i could have the day playing captain ball with them. The only two girls in the gamee. So they never trusted girl so mostly dint get the ball. All the ball I catch were from abeh. I know he is giving girls a chance. So whatever, I QUIT! Ah gal followed me too. And also Chun Ming. Have a walk than everybody quit also except amos and ah beh and kenny. So we went to play our captain ball. Walau, I know my skill is very very worst, no need bully me gua. They keep on throwing the ball to me by passing on the ground. ROFL! You could imagine my skill is worse worse enough. Cause I don't like sport actuatlly, GOD doesn't give me a better stamina XD So headed for dinner on 7pm. And thanks for your tumbler :)

27092010 Monday

Back to school with my heavy tumbler. Really very heavy leh ;x But never mind la, I've to use ;P Cause of didn't bring exercise book, so teacher asked me went out to draw the ray, omg, I don't know how to draw cause didn't paying attention in class. ;// So raining today? I guess so? The first time i used my heaven umbrella? So call tian tang shan :DD Its bought from a friend at China. Many many of love and flower lo.

28092010 Tuesday

Have our taklimat. Its about our school graduate magazine. This is next year's stuff. Than this year so fast discuss. Asked us to find advertisment sponsor. At least must get rm90 and target is rm170. So saw many fifty years ago mia graduate magazine. So damn funny with the student's hair and lei kei and mushroom. Thier spec like hor sin XD I know is no good to laugh people, but its really super yengggggggg and cool ! So skip GCC's period, thank god. Than something happened on midnight, really sad and sleepy. Than texted someone, just want to get some comfort only go to bed again.

29092010 Wednesday

Asked lingsiew helped me mark attendence for the stupid ceramah. Thanks anyway :) Have a chat awhile with her. When reached chemi period, i was paying a lot of attention on new chapter - Salt although i'm really sleepy and sick and also... Nyahahahah, cause I wanna get good result ;) Bio teacher didn't come to school, two period free again MUAHAHAH. Than today bought a roller pencil case from YE. Special offer, so i bought the little one that just cost me 5bucks. Went back home late cause traffic jam always happened. Need to rush up my homework but i;m so damn sleepy. So sleep early on 11pm.

30092010 Thursday

Spotcheck today, i meant our kebersihan spotcheck. So I'm really hated to get scolded. Cause its not fault its my job, and its your fault. I'm not born to let you scold, looser! x: So back to chemi lab went to tell all my darlings. So everyone was shocked why she is so ... So when get back to home I told someone, than I think its my problem cause I just feel so down why couldn't understand my feeling. So had a cold night and also bed early 11pm. I'm sorry :/
So I think i gonna cancel my date and join the walkathon on Saturday morning. I don't have sport shoes and I need it so much. :/

2010-09-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary

Oh yeah, dear diary? Noop, its dear blog? I think so :)
Its became dead since i cant be able to online on weekdays :'(
So i used the time to studying and also ...............
I also lazy to evaborate my days since noone is following.
What for to write for? Just syok sendiri only :D
So when i get back the mood than i will only back to blog!
See ya :))

2010-09-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

It's Gonna End

10092010 Friday

Woke up early, have to buy BBQ stuff. So as usual we five people went to Prangin on 11smtg to eat breakfast and than we bought ticket. And i thought just need rm6, but need rm9 ._. So we watch Piranha :DDDD

Thier TEETH, bloody :O

When everyone knows its appearance..
Situation became like this -.-
Main character

This GUY!

Died until so worthless :'(

Alright afterwards we went to Times Square , Sunshine City. Honestly, I dint went there before, enough sua pa ._. So ah beh brought us to the longest escalator? Kinda longgggg -.- So we bought this bought that and even go and played the stupid LEGO. Went to eat lunch than home :)

11042010 Saturday

Woke up early in the morning AGAIN :/ Went to church prepared those BBQ stuff. And thank god no need to touch the raw chicken wings :D So thanks our greatest one, taugeeh help on everything on the raw chicken wings :))) Afterwards have lunch and had my favourite western food *weee* Back to church and lay awhile than shower blablabla, study at library. And I couldn't concentrate at all la :'( So i keep talking non-stop. Brother not coming he asked me lead prayer meeting *duhh When reached 6.00pm they said chicken wings is not enough, so have to buy. Followed LikDa to Econsave to buy it. Seriously I just went there for twice? So bought extra twenty chicks back to church. After worship we have our BBQ than. Okayyy not so easy to barbeque man. Kinda full that night but so damn damn tired.

12042010 Sunday

As usual Sunday school and sunday service. After they finshed lunch back to home and shower than met gal for my lunch at KFC. Than something unhappy happened, so SKIP it laaaa. So today hiking just got beh,gal and me ;) Climb and climb hike and hike, today just reached station three enough. Have some talk talk than walked down again. Sunday always that many people one :S After walked down we went to watch people playing kites and too bad i don't have kite :'( I want to play toooooooo. So went to have dinner and full like hell :/// Reached home on 8pm when gal 's parents pick her up.

13042010 Monday

Its mondayy what i've did? Its suppose to be a good day, playing on beach and having steamboat and talk laugh share? But don't know why I just show that face to mom. So we quarrel blablabla :/// Have a bad bad bad mood on these dayy. Plus knowing some truth really could kill my heart :'(( No lunch no dinner, I'm DEAD. When near 11pm mom phoned me, i thought she gonna ask i want to eat what OR she wanna scold me again. But her voice is diff she beg me to pray for eldest brother without knowing anything happened. Atfer mom back home, elder brother drive us to eldest brother to check out. So, everythings settled. And keep beg my mom bring me for supper on 12am. So brother saved my life. Cause of him, my mom forget what happened in this morning *weeee*

14042010 Tuesday

Mom waked us up for her EPF stuff. But cause too late for it, so we straight go for lunch. And just doing nothing for the whole day long man X: Just keeeeep texting text and text *hee*

15042010 Wednesday

Mom waked me up agaaaaiiinnn :/ After took my shower in rush and skip my breakfast and went to accompany her for the EPF stuff. Along the journey we just keep quiet. After know its kinda late mom mumbling agaaaiinnn *sigh* So we went to the counter and blablabla. I keep wrote wrong things on the form, so mom said morning must eat smtg to make your brain not so blur what. I was thinking that you're the one make me don't have breakfast to eat lehhh -.- And plus I am still so young how i know how to apply this and that jek. So after everything settled mom bring me to new world park to have my sipekkk full mia lunch. After lunch I.... went to have my hair cut. My hair is totally out of shape SERIOUSLY. So i must cut it no matter how.

And finally I CUT MY FRINGE. Alright, this is need use a lot of brave to tell them. HAHA :DD

Finally, I get this :)

I don't wish to take any photo of it actuatlly... But... Cause of some reason I took one of this and set as my faceboook profile picture, go like it :DDDDDDDDD

Tomorow is the last day of my RAYA holiday, just pass it like this. Haiiihhh its gonna end so so so soon :/

2010-09-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Every Step Every Moment

Every step i move i'll turn back and look for what i've did. I know time will never come back, i know everyone know ._. Sometimes I do felt regret for what i've did on past, but like what i said, its PAST, so just let it pass. People always say, just look forward. But sometimes i would like to look back on the past. Even its a joyful memories or sadness incident, I will read back those memories. And never ever can change it anymore :'(

So right now every step i'm moving, i taking much care on it. Know why? Cause I don't want left any regret-ness on any moment. Because time flow and wont come back to us again. Now, I appreciate what I have on my hand. Those every smile i will make it be a true smile but not a fake smile.I know i'm good in pretending, but it seems can hide nothing? So just throw away everything, and just smile ? :)

2010-09-09T05:22:00.000-07:00

I'M DYING :(

Seriously i'm dying the whole day. Like a human without soul , just like a dead fish ._.
So i wont forget this miserable day that make me so death. 4000 bucks ! ://

What i 've is this.

Laptop & Biscuit

Look at my pale face.

Should know that i'm really lost my soul :'(

*sigh*

Till than :(

2010-09-07T23:36:00.000-07:00

Happy Holiday

04092010 Saturday

Its holiday right now. I should have fun with this holiday before final exam coming. And guess what. PengHwa student get two weeks of holiday. COOL huh :) But have to back to school on friday of second week. Never mind laaaa, as long as its longer than other school except those some others school. Okay well, these day doesn't make anything. Just have some study group as usual at church library and went to the biggest Methodist church than. Awhhh really huge giant big *waaaahhh* Their church still got lift cause they got seventh floor. WTH. I was thinking it will be cool if our church also own a life T.T Saw many many great performance from those youth and lil kids? I damn love the POTATO kid! He is so damn cute :D Anyway, didn't take photo with him since he feel shy shy.

05092010 Sunday

Went church as usual. I'm so not like my costume these day :/ It doesn't match at all. Due to our taugeeh wanna buy a new sneakers so we headed to gurney with bus. WTH. Have to change station, sleepy inside the rapid which fill with some others people's smell. Bought the XXL Crispy Chicken, omg its too spicy can't finish it at all. In the end just ate half of it S: Afterwards headed to Converse and taugeeh bought his sneakers. Than he changed his new sneakers in Gurney. I was so damn jealous with him, cause he get a new shoes! Than only headed to toy'r us as they want to take some some photo as a memories.

Preparing before the shoot.

AhGal // Ming

Choosing their favourite soft toys.

Taugeeh // AhGal

Taugeeh // AhGal // Chia Soon

She is ready but taugeeh haven't ._.

Shoot 1

Taugeeh // Ah Gal

Shoot 2

* Spot his new converse sneaker!*

Taugeeh's SOLO SHOOT *haha
Shoot 1

Shoot 2
ps // So greedy , hug so many soft toys

Ah Gal's SOLO SHOOT
ps // Nice model for promoting soft toys ;)

Shoot 1

Shoot 2

AhGal // Chia Soon

I so damn damn love the one he is holding :D

Stupid Goofy. His pose so HIAO.

Spongebob!!! T.T

Cost RM 64.95 MAN!

Afterwards we have nothing to shop and its six pm. So we went to the seaside which is no waves at all ://

So CLEAR enough :(

Rubbish sea side

Ours shoes ;)

Thanks for ChiaSoon's mom drop us back from gurney to church. Thanks again for AhGal's dad drop us back home. Its really a tiring day.

06092010 Monday

Woke up late cause of a tiring yesterday i had. But i'm still went to hiking at laodifang. Just only got four person going. So we have fun through the whole journey discussed our BBQ outing at church? BUT! I hate ah beh so much! Don't keep throw me with your stupid 'bullet' laaaa. Went to have lunch and meet ahhong :) Back home than have a rest, study watching tv thats end of a day.

07092010 Tuesday

Nothing to say about what happen on day cause its still the same , bored. Texted my buddy jio her to have dinner at KFC. So she came to my house, i'm still cant used to her boy cut's hair. XD We talked we laughed. You really did so much to me for pay back what you have hurted me. Alright, its kinda touched :') Thanks for everything , so my coupon should share with you *weeee*

She took my family photo and hide her face.

08092010 Wednesday

Oh yeah today woke up so damn early and ah beh is late! So a piggy can't wake up so went to pick Ming although its gonna raining. We still went to youth park hiking? At the starting, its raining so we went to Sunrise MCD to have our breakfast. After taken our breakfast, its sunny day. GOD blessed :) So we went to youth park again. And what you thought right now. 马哥又再骗我上山. I thought its just not so tough. And he brought us to hike the mountain that last time I hike before when cross country of my school. Alright just accept the task went to the top! Took lots of stupid pictures and did a lot of stupid action.

Ah Beh

Man lehhhhh :D

ChunMing

SEE! This is the stupid action i said :P

Ip Man??!!!

I 've to say : This exercise he is doing was freaking HIAO!

The Secret Jungle?
(:

2010-09-03T08:29:00.000-07:00

QUICK UPDATE
30082010 Monday
Okay this is crazy. Back from three days non-schooling life than have to back to school on merdeka eve? So just a bored, lets skip it :)

31082010 Tuesday
Happy Merdeka Day, Malaysia! And thanks for the holiday.Went to Monkey Beach with with a big big big gang.But didn't join together at all, so lets play on the beach :D Splash water catch fist build sand mountain and human? lols. Just a lot of stuff we did on the beach, it was so so fun *weee* Totally throw away everythings at a side just enjoy myself. And get many first time including changing clothes inside a big salung? sarong? or salong? Whatever :D It was my best ever merdeka public holiday :)

01092010 Wednesday
Was so tired for school. Muscle cramp and turned DARKER! Oh my gosh, I hate it man. Asking everyone, but they don't feel so yet they said my dark circles is getting darker. Oh my goshhh, whatever, i used to this already Nyaaaaahaha.

02092010 Thursday
Make a big decision, not going for add math tuition. Which means I've no tuition anymore ._. Okayy i;m gonna try my best for every subject. As i promise myself and my mom too.

03092010 Friday
Its was a blacky friday that i hated it. As laikim asked to bring my lil spongebob to school as she was going to bring her lil lil patrick. And guessed what i'd guess is spot check. Cause yesterday pefect is going to meeting. So today is the date to death ._. Just guess what? My favourite Mickey and Spongebob get confiscated cause of a lame excuse man! Feel torturing of losing them just like this. They will never come back to me anymore. I'm going to miss you guys so so damn damn much :'(

Spot my lil mickey!

Very cute right?

When pull his tail, his hand and leg is gonna shake.

The sound and the movement do cheer me.

And also my spongebob square face and pants.

IT'S NOW NO MORE IN MY HAND :'(

2010-08-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

A little message for you

I'll never ever let you walk alone.
I'll never ever left you a side even you want me to do so.

It doesn't matter to make me feel worry.
It doesn't matter to make me feel fed up.

As long as you are still could be happy with your truth smile.
Your smile, is what i wanted from you.
No matter how, I still stood up strongly at here.
For giving a little shoulder even it's just a little :)

2010-08-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

What about today?

It was just like a piece of ~~shit~~

What about your current mood?

Dark dark dark dark grey

What about your feel?

Sad moody a little excited

What about the plan?

Just let it be!

What about the last words you would like to say?

Good night :)

2010-08-27T19:22:00.000-07:00

ITS A GREAT DAY :)
A great morning todayyy. Say Hello to the sun in the wider sky :)
Everythings is just like a dream a story a drama.
But things really exists in reality life. I could feel some of it.
So this ain't a dream a story or a drama. Its happened and jot down in diary of life.

Early in the morning, received some forward msg from siang.
Those messages kinda meaningful and give me a great great mood in the morning.
Today is public holiday. Oh yeah man, I love holiday so much :DD
Nowadays really lazy go to school cause need wait until 6.55pm school only dismissed. Damn bored man ://
But due to my school bus, so I'll reach home on 7.55pm.
Really ate lots of my time! Those traffic jam blablabla, city life. WOO!
No wonder everyone is having problem in this city.
I rather stay in kampung for few days, close to nature. Feel good with nature!
Fishing chasing those chicks and ducks playing in the river.
Walau, very kampung taste now. :P

2010-08-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

We do always asking WHY

My heart my mind is always asking WHY

A lot a lot of why i've to being like this and that?

But I always escape hunting from the WHY

Because I know there's a reason from GOD.

I do always know that there's a reason for everything.

So I don't wanna try to ask why think why. You should know why :)

This is alright my life

Schooling time could be ended in short when we're with great friends. The other time could be ended in short when with those lovable person. And I feel so great yet meaningful when you guys step into my life. Family members, classmate, buddy, church staff all are included inside. They painted my life with colourful colour yet with smile and tears. They are the reason I am here. Cause I live in this world for those who loves me and appreciates me :]

2010-08-21T08:49:00.000-07:00

问题的出现都是在于人类的出现

如果人类没有出现在这个世界自然而然问题也会消失

我遇到的问题有些问题都是每个人都会有的

而有些问题却不是每个人会遇到的

吃饱没事做时往往都会去温习这一些问题

寻找解决问题的方法

尝试了很多的方法

都失败了最后还是投降

问题总是有方法去解决的一天

我还是不耐烦的等待着那一天

2010-08-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

18082010 Wednesday

I had a bad bad mood for tuesday night. Physically or mentally was so weak yet sick of everything that happened. Woke up late and was shocked cause something something *skipskip*
Feel so so so touched on this day and my heart feel warm yet mood good :D You know what you've did to me. Thank you very much(: Back to school and went to hall to decorate our Sivik board than went back to class. Than i eat my chocolate the whole day and never share with other this time! HAHA. Cause it's personal mia chocolate couldn't touch *wee* Was addicted with ice blended but due to aunty rose meet me so I rest at home.

19082010 Thursday

I canceled my piano lesson and went early to school for the board. Early in the morning went to meet my lover at 7-evelen and waited Junyi come after that. After she came we walked to Sunrise to have our breakfast at MCD again. We ordered a set and finished it than my lover and I went to order chicken porridge again. Don't look at us, see our size also know la :D Walked back again with rush speeding and reached school on 830am. Start created our board discussed blablabla. Overall we have fun all the time * ohyeah Than we can't finish it before schooling time so back to class. Afterwards back to home was so so so tired. And due to no more mountain homework so I rest early :)

20082010 Friday

Missed school bus on morning felt so sorry to my lover of waited me like one hour *hee Had our breakfast in school canteen and back to work again. Kinda regret used newspapers for our background but we already dd many things on it so we have to continue it. Cut and paste cut and paste untill 11am we want go to eat japanese food opposite our school. But the laoahpek worked for school doesn't allow us going out if don't have letter. In a rush i ran in primary school but others doesn't follow. So just got four person walked out successful only ): Than we went to the little restaurant and ate untl very full walked back find buddyyy again. After that scolded us for wasn't respect her as teacher cause half of the class went to hall and not attending the class awal. She turned so mad but I am so tired so i didn't care about what she said :// Overall the period feel sleept yer tiring. Gonna rest well to build back all my brain cell and skin cell ;)

2010-08-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

The same problem always stuck on my mind.
Why people can solve it easily but I can't.
They just solve it happily and have a great life though.
Am I too tradisional? Or this call ' special ' ?
Uhh I don't know I feel this's right for me.
When only got way to solve this big big problem?
I still can't find any way yet.
So I choose to not to do anything ? Kinda unfair :///
Any decision that i will make just will bring regretness. So SUAK! ;)

Nowadays, I'm reading I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris.
I asked mom bought it last year but I still haven't finish it.
So now I think I'm really need this book much? Haha!
So it's a senior pastor wrote about relationship and GOD.
Okay it's supeeeer good so thats why I wanted it :)
Something cool it wrote , How many men could line up next to me on my wedding day? How many times have I given my heart away in short-term relationships? Will I have anything left to give my husband? Anna thought.
Learn a lot of things inside this book I 'm going to treasure more inside this book yet after finish this book I will buy his second book, that is Boy Meet Girl say hello to courtship.
Anyone? Buy for me as a gift? HAHA :P

2010-08-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

15082010 Sunday

A great morning for me :) Well kinda lazy wake up from my dearest bed but I've to play piano for taugeeh. So forced myself to wake and prepare everything and so on. After bathed and dressed up. I always changed clothes in last minute cause if my clothes doesn't match i will keep change it till i satisfy. So thats why i always took a longer time so I have to wake up early to prevent my last minute changes. But today couldn't change anything cause i'm rush in time and i'm going late. So i just keep looked on my big mirror for 3-5 times only still a bit too aunt for my dressed -.- Look on time than told myself IT'S STILL OKAY LA than went out dy :D

An great drama happened in sudden. The kid , wei sheng he said rude words loudly in among of kids. And everyone was so shocked, Phaik Cheng laoshi very mad pull him and said want bring him to see pastor. Than the kid was kinda shocked how come laoshi will be so fierce and he turn to quiet don't know want to say what. Noone dare to say anything at that moment, after that the kid turn back to the place and sat down. Every kid stood up to sing afterwards he stood up and sing together too. Pei fu sangat my laoshi :DD

After service I wanna try GCB. Than we all went to Green Lane McDonald. Than beh called me cause he saw our tuition teacher MISS KHOO. Than went it, omg it's FULL! Than went to meet miss khoo and talked awhile than they leaved after that we leaved too -.- Had lunch at 97 kopi tiam and still tomyam char bui ;)

Than back to church to have our rehearsal on 2.30pm. We reached on 2pm , see we are so so zhun si! Than waited for 45mins started our rehearsal. Okay for my own self, play piano for percussion band was so so so so nervous until my hand is vibrating. Than i played it with an unrelax mood so played kinda many notes wrong sometimes i do skip :P For Happy Dance, was totally no energy to dance already.

Than after rehearsal ended thanks ahboy fetched me back to change suit to hiking! *weeeee* My favourite time! Than start hiking and i didn't rest much today keep on walk and walk even i feel wanna stop. Cause Vic is in front waiting me, feel so paiseh cause my speed getting slower so i don't want to stop anymore. When reached the location I drunk ahbeh's Ribena :DDDDD Cold and fresh yet sweeeeeeeeet :) We went to feed fish and tortoise in the dam. HAHA! I saw a giant tortoise, kinda huge. And fishes too ! And today so many came to hike! Uncle aunties kids and teens! Got uncle's gangs and girl's gangs and i don't know what to join so i stuck ed on two gangs. Windy that day was so great cause GOD turn on the fan on the sky :D Went back on 7.30pm and did not follow supper cause i'm tired. Sorry ah beh :P

2010-08-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

Its another tiring and fun Saturday.

My saturday always spend with church friends and its great, always :)

Woke up on 830am and prepared myself and so on.

Went to bus stop wait YeeBoon come pick me up.

Waited kinda long but its alright because sit people's car , waiting is what i should do.

Reached school on 10am and we move faster to get a better place to watch my lover acting.

So we bought tickets and had a signature on the board that wrote WE LOVE LAI KIM. How loyal we are :D

We sat on fourth roll and waited like almost half and hour.-.-

YeeBoon said that Linda the lalat lied me that will start in time. *Isssshhh

Kinda cold inside the auditorium and I saw the Phor Tay 's ah gua came in.

I was like ~~" OMG He is so gay"~~

And i don't know they gang came for act an awesome drama for us.

For those 5 group , really speechless with those acting skill and so on.

And maybe they don't have enough experience?

Still gotcha add oil on next year! DOn't give up. :]

Afterwards I saw my lover Lai Kim on the stage. She;s so fat!! *LMAO

Ohmyyy she's so so so funny and i 'm the one laughed the louder one *blush*

And anyway SHE's the best actor overall the among actors for me.

LAI KIM great job! I love you much much much HAHAHA :D

Don't talk about the results, because it doesn't meaningful at all.

And thumbs up for Phor Tay's team! :DDThe best drama in the day.

Ended up at 130pm and we waited YeeBoon's mom.

She dropped me at bus stop ( Thanks aunt )

Than waited bus again and went to church waited they guys.

Why today keep on waiting and waiting =_____=

And thanks again taugeeh helped me buy my mcd for my lunch.

Than we went to library study and kap siao a little while :P

Than blablablablablablabla *skip skip skip skip*

Those drama at night i acted BATGIRL!

What a sweat character, but what we get is, we have so much fun !

Than *skipskipskipskipskip*

Went to LK for supper and i really love to eat the mushroom grilled chicken chop *lovelove*

It was a tiring day i ever have but i love to spend with them compare with them :)

2010-08-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

Unthinkable things just happened in the sudden.

What about to comment , it doesn't important at all.

Because time's still going on whereas human beings still going on too.

What should accept or shouldn't. Just accept it earlier better.

Because everythings happened got their own reason and process to be.

What should I do?

I just have to step forward look upon the sky and say '' Everything's still fine always "

Although sometimes it doesn't look fine at all.

But have to pretend it's always fine.

Things just came like these, accept it :)

2010-08-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

My daily life.

01082010 Sunday
Second test on Monday. But i were doing? Stared on those books and heart gone away D: Really not in mood study for this test. I gave up and let it ~~die~~ like shit! :]

02082010 Monday
MeiThung's birthday. I didn't wish her this year. Kinda missed the time when we spend together :) But right nw generation change, we are not in same class *never ever* And we two quit from CO. So we didn't contact for a longggg time. But anyway, HappyBirthday? My ex best buddy*hee Well, for my test, like i said, gave up.

03082010 Tuesday
It was tuesday! Still having my second test. And i think nothing special bout tuesday -.-

04082010 Wednesday
So damn missed my pasar malam 's ice-blended and those delicious and kinda unhealthy food ): But still got bio and mm this two subject. So i stay at home at least study a little *wee* Well just two subject but also can't finish all. Cause last minute 's work doesn't work at all HAHA!

15082010 Thursday
Set freeeeeeeeeeeeee :D But quarrel again and again. Can't get any point for those arguement. So pointless... Don't know what to say, just I hate this kind of Q and A. That night tears burst in eyes.

17082010 Friday
Current mood was DARK and GREY. And I can't forgive myself eventhough you do.

18082010 Saturday
Oh yeaaaaahh! 2010 PCGHS merentas desa :D Okaaayyy I joined this year because i don't want duty on that day. I choose to join *heehh. Well, at first i joined mian mian they girls walked after that i lost with them, than i gotcha walk alone ))): The ground was so slippery and couldn't maintain balance well. Nearly fall down at once. But thank god i balance my body well *woo And reached station three, i was waiting and seaching they girls there or not. Just for couple minutes and I walked alone again. Until i reached station five! OMG! Such happy we are. :D So incredible and with whole wet body but honestly its kinda fun[; I was waiting again and finally i saw honglay and eesiang, Hee. So I walked down with them. When reached school blahblahblah took the certificate and ice-cream so on. Really smelly and tiring, but it's a good experience :D

I wish everything will be fine as i want.

2010-07-30T23:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!

Sorry for didn't update my stud lala dead blog :/

And I think i should SKIPPP those days.

B'cause i've forgotten those memories's details.

And i think readers also don't like to see about UPDATE WITHOUT PIC!

Okayyy so let's update bout 30072010-31072010.

~~IT'S OUR RETREAT~~

This year Krystal Point Hotel will be our location :)

Rush back from school at friday night.

Than rush to our location.

The programme list for MYIF

The toilet.

Ahbeh doing what there huh?

They are talking happily :)

Our girl's room.

Thanks Cookies for a hand ;)

Not bad what right?

Just two hundred bucks for one day?

With two rooms and air-cond everywhere.*teehee

Because of test is coming on monday.

I brought my dear BIOLOGY to study -.-

The Guitar by us :D

Start our meeting.

NAH!

Get caught taugeeh!!

SMS pulak *boooo

After hour and hour of meeting and sharing.

Our free time *woohoo

Taugeeh is teaching my brother the master mind game.
See, so serious huh X:

LOOK!

Do he looks like giraffe with spec?

Say yes , ladies and gentleman!
So cute :DD

After that, we sleep at 3am.
And guess what Pastor Liew and Gal sleep beside me.
I am the one who sleep between them.
And i get ''sounds effect'' at night -.-

Woke up at seven thirty am to get ready.

Taugeeh with his baobei :P

Hair kinda sohai huh.

Our breakfast :)
Tuna with bread, peanut butter grape with bread and milk.

After breakfast Pastor Tamil came for a speak and pray for us.

Thanks pastor, you are such a funny pastor :D

After two hours of listening. Went to bed rest.
And without one minute...

........

She fall asleep so easily with ''sound effect'' HAHA
After packing, we going checkout.

After check out from hotel.
We went to Eastern Wishes Cafe to have our lunch.
No picture for lunch because i was busy eating :P

The ended of a perfect day (:

2010-07-23T06:21:00.001-07:00

I'M BACK! (Just for awhile)

A lot of things happened in this couple weeks.

Almost what i can say is TIRED.

Physically or mentally get the same, tired :/

But anyway, I am ALIVE. :D

Not dead or half dead anymore. No more EMO! :DDD*thankgod

Congratulations to me okayyy?

Very hard to get out from the sad world you know.

I get back myself, my soul, my heart.

I will never turn around in the end of the lost way.

Because i've been walk out from there :)

Next will be FLASHBACK.

10072010 Saturday

First of all , Happy Birthday my dear friend Ling Siew aka my ex husband :3 I apologise for didn't celebrate with you, i apologise i can't be the first one to console you when you are sad, I apologise that I'm always busy and can't care about you. Since we are depart in diff class, there is a lot of happiness sadness everything we can't share to each other. But do remember my dear friend, you are still my best buddy always,now and forever (: Do remember whenever you need my shoulder my ear or my body? hahah! Whatever, just a phone call 016-4X8X5X6, Cindy Lim always here to listen everything ;] May your dreams come true and friendship forever. Ily. XOXO

11072010 Sunday

I was very worried about the percussion band, because i will be the pianist and the problem is I really didn't prepare well and practise well. I am gone mad with all of this. But thank god the practise CANCELED! :D What a happy ending of a day ;] After service took a big family church photo. So many people and 95% church member is wearing our 50th anniversary tee! Afterwards practise dance again. Was so exhausted and they guys still want hiking. So follow them to hiking with my smelly body. And what we having lots of fun and talked lots about our future. We don't care is that we can reach that day we don't care that is that will happened ,we just love to talk about our damn awesome future :D I love the time we spend together, really laughed a lot. And of cause took some picture! Just view it on facebook la, lazy upload ni X:

12-15072010 Monday-Thursday SKIP (:

16072010 Friday

This is a MISTAKE DAY.

Day

Woke up early in the morning went school for the idiot stupid foolish moral project- Gotong-royong ): Than meet my dear classmates and had my breakfast in school canteen. When reached 9am I am the first one to start the acting gotong-royong on the camera screen. HAHA! Was so so so fake man. Than took this took that, pose this pose that. And dear eesiang captured so many photo that shouldn't been! MYGOSH! My steam look! Still uploaded on facebook and tagged me -.- Okay fine back to th story after gotongroyon. And went one-stop lepak of cause. Huiting Huimin Theresa and Me! Huiting and Huimin had thier breakfast at KFC while Theresa and me just looked on the dog magazine. After that we went to SAM HUI to had our lunch. Than bump into KaiYun they girls. So we sat a long table and having our lunch together. So still thumbs up with the tomyam mee :DDDD Afterwards, we walked apart dy. So went to the disc shop changed the disc for Agnes. And looked over all the english drama series and wth Smallvile get into season 9 dy -.- So freaking far, have been long time dint watch it. Okay as usual Sundae Cone than continue our journey back to school.

Night

Brother fetch me home from school today :) Due to i've to be pianist at church. Back home packed my bag and was going to stay at church at night. For what? for practising my happy day dance. So back to topic, was a mistake day. Really a mistake day. I played wrong the whole song of dyxology. WTHHH!!! I feel like wanna kill myself on the stage. Sia swey nyaaaaa )': Okay skip skip skip! Than after the sermon we went to eat duck rice at Itam area *weee* Went 711 blahblahblah than back to church practise our dance until 1am. Having supper again blablabla than sleep.

17072010 Saturday

Oh yeah woke up on 7am. Prepared and went to Charis Hospice the old folk's home. Than was presented our dance. OMG did a lot of mistakes. Than served the old people, oh yeah how kind i am X) After that went back home was so tired and hungry but mummy not at home, i skip my lunch. Went to take a nap and gal phoned me on 3pm and getting up rush to church study again.

What we did is we study study than gal still sleep on the sofa -.- And congratulations to CORN! He get NS *woo How lucky! Went church again and this time no more dyxology again for me. Muahahahah. Okay the tiring is continue in the next day.

18072010 Sunday

As usual woke up early in the morning. Had been woke up early in the morning with uncountable times. Than dressed up went church. And of cause we going for first section service because BB got Enrollment Sunday. After service went to eat breakfast with they guys than went Gurney. What for? For Andrew Teoh's birthay :DDDDD We watched INCEPTION. And there is no ending in this movie -.- Overall still okay just got a bit blur. After that lepak lepak lepak and lepak again till 5pm and back to Farlim KFC had our lunch + dinner.Unfortunately, Ming's wallet stolen in bus. But he still seems very relax -.- And back home when days turned dark. Anyway, Andrew! Your present will delay too XD

Okayy enough for those updates without picture.

Will be continue (:

2010-07-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

Dear readers, blogger will not update always.

Due to she need to practise well the In A Persian Market.

This song gonna ~~kill~~ her life so she left six day to practise.
Maybe she would be back for once or twice a week?

Or maybe not at all. So don't miss her okay? XD

Good luck to myself :)

2010-07-04T18:58:00.000-07:00

Burn Fat Day :D

Today was so so so fun.

Went church to practise Happy-Day dance for some performance.

Than after one hour and thirty minutes we went hiking again.

The Journey

Than there is a father a son and a daughter.

I was wonder where is mother? -.-

Daughter was so tired already.
So she ride a piggy back on her father.
Awwwhhh, so warm (:
This kind of dad! I LIKE IT :P

Ah gal was so tired, no more energy.
So she keep pulling taugeeh 's back.
They are so pek chi and pek chi XD

Reach the location, itam dam :D

We was having fun on top.
And we are fooling around when walking back.
That was a really great chat between us.
So damn stupid, foolish and fun.

I looked opon the sky.

The sky was really very great right.

Thank god for giving such weather for us.
Hiking is so incredible, hard and fun ;)

Awwwhh burn lots of fats :DDDD

2010-07-03T22:57:00.000-07:00

A Hard-Breathe Night

Last night was so lonely and cold.

The sky was like very mad.

The wind blow strongly that I never thought.

It was like gonna blow human being away from the ground.

I was scared of the strong wind.

I wonder if the wind turn stronger and stronger,

is that can blow human being away and also all things on earth?

Afterwards the drops of water drop from the sky.

~~No peace~~ in heart and mind.

I am tired i lay on my bed and accidently i fell asleep.

I was wake after that with don't know what sounds.
I look on phone and just replied some message and close my eyes.

My nose start being stuck there and keep sneezing.

Everyone is sleeping and the football match on tv screen still on.

I heard the sounds and walked out from room and have a look.

Dad was watching actuatlly but he fell asleep at there with tv on.

I turn off the tv and walked back towards my bed.

It's already two am, i am still being sick of nose on my bed.

Turn here and there, i still can't sleep.

It was already three am so i decided wake up online.

I turn on my light and took the laptop that just beside my bed.

Went to facebook, blog and listened some songs.

Those songs playing around and i was look so pale and pale.

My eye feel so pain and my nose was just stucking.

When going reach four smtg, laptop low batt.

So I close it up and turn off light and lay on bed.

I just realise last night was so so cold, one blanket is not enough.

Blanket covered all over my body just left a mush head.

Slowly getting better a little than i step in dreams.

It's a cold, lonely and hard breathe night.

A miserable night i have again.

2010-07-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

As i promise, i want to upload those holiday life photo.

But i just uploaded some.

Cause i am fed up with the speed so just some some only.

Whatever la, some better than none! :D
HEY YO! HOLIDAY (:

Preparation for Peiyi's present.

This present really took MY LIFE.

The planning paper.

The ingredient. *this is just some

The tortoise make by Puikee

She;s showing the price of the BIG CARD.

SUPER BIG and SUPER THICK and SUPER HEAVY.

Drawing Peiyi's face.

OKAY! the tired look w/ puikee

NEXT. D-camp.
Awhhh lots of memories.
Lazy share already. Hiakhiak :P

Back from camp.
I want have a healthy life.
HIKING!
Itam Dam is our location.
But honestly i didn't went there before, i guess.X:
This was my FIRST time -.-

Tauggeeeehhhh. ;)

Ignore my KIAP look please.
Very steam and tired.

w/ taugeh and ming kor

w/ jagung and ming kor again

After that.

I miss my buddy so so so so so much !

So we meet together.

The time we are together is always that great :D

w/ Ex husband, lingsiew :)

w/ Sheathing
w/Weiying
w/ Lingsiew
I LOVE YOU GIRLS :D
XOXO

This is just a summary for my holiday.
I cut out many days and photo *hee
I am sorry .
You should know this blogger is a LAZY dumb dumb.
Thats all ;]

2010-07-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

He... gave a shoulder

He... gave a promise

He... gave all his own

Stop giving anything, cause it's just like dump into a big sea.

And everything pay wont get any return.

I am a sucks stupid girl :/

2010-06-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

Finally I back to school, and it was quite great ;)

Went for stud rumah training first after that went lepak at gurney.

WTH? Got four diff of passer asked us ponteng is it.

Walking to location got an old man asked us no need study t school?

We answered him WE ARE NOON CLASS. Than he keep mumbling.

So we walked away from him continue our journey.

Than went to parkson, the stud man workers keep bisubisu.

But i heard PONTENG this words again. I ran to tell friends.

They yell and said WE ARE NOON CLASS KAY.

I don't understand they just look we wore the uniform outfit and went shopping complex is call PONTENG? or BAD STUDENTS?

We are just LEPAK. LEPAK okayyy not ponteng.

Really don't understand laaa, they don't know peng hwa form four with pink ribbon is noon class is it. Don't see us with your diff eyes, we do hate it.

Awh afterwards we back to school again and have a great day.

Maybe, school wasn;t that bad too? :D

2010-06-28T02:28:00.000-07:00

Awwwwhhhhh! I AM SICK! )':

These day keep having flu and i thought just my nose sensetive or what.

Yesterday still join them went to hiking.
Jogging till half started to rain. And I was exhausted like hell.

Still jogging in rain -.-

So now i get what. GET SICK.

Hard to breathe, nose stuck flu. D:

So i didnt attend school today i am going die on tomorrow.

Cause GCC's homework havent copy finish T.T

They pass up by today, tomorrow dont know can borrow from who ):

Anyway I gotcha close my laptop and start rush my load of homework.

TATA